ye si have am so burnt out and im on ndis
that even if i wanted to i wouldnt be able to
meet new people and try hobbies
im 39 in aweek and i am wondering what my goal i sif i cant marry
and have kids cos of the trauma
its really scary feeling this way
going out of the house makes no difference.
i mainly use the bible to cope everyday
i know this is the new me
cos in therapys ive tried
i didnt even understand wat the goal was.
how can ther ebe a goal with grief and disabilties
u cant really ever accept what you have lost
i do alot of gratitute stuff and pray
and today i bought my nephew a present again lol
i didnt take my ex to court cos of spiritual reasons
but if it was someone else and his ex wife did
they would of done alot
im not on any medications just one but coming off slowly as it doesnt help at all
there is no energy to work i can barely have a shower or eat cos im so tired and fatigued.
survival mode is just so hard.
i dont think id want a roomate its small here.
just dont know wat people do being single forever
i guess just grieve and think about life :)