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Topic: Surviving: Being in a better place

  1. monkey_magic
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    18 January 2020 in reply to demonblaster
    Cheers for the laugh DB, i.e I am collecting carbuncles....lol...

    I hope you don't have to collect too many more of them.

    Healing vibes.
    Xox
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  2. Peppermintbach
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    20 January 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hi wonderful DB & a wave to all,

    Your carbuncle sounds very, very painful. But I think it’s moving to see that your famous sense of humour has remained. I suppose it’s one good way to cope with life’s struggles...

    Much love and a big Supersoul hug from your top student,

    Peppystar xoxo

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    24 January 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Friend..

    I hope your feeling good mentally..poor darling with the back out and carbuncles..What a silly name for them..😁..Don’t know how Drs. come up with naming different things...

    I just came to visit you to gabble on about nothing really..no one here to talk to..except my furs..😁 They look at me with their head tipped to the side..probably thinking..doesn’t she know we talk dog talk only...I would go to a dog talking translation class if they had one..Then I would know how to bark and woof to make sense to them..😂 Now when I bark or woof at them..they start running around and barking loudly at me...

    This morning I felt someone trying to me off the lounge..by grabbing my ring and pulling on it....It was Ebony wanting to wake me up...I got up with wet eyes and face...I must have been crying in my sleep..I can’t remember the dream..

    So much red dirt all over my front and back veranda...If I didn’t know better I would think a dump truck emptied it’s load on them...I need to hose them down...Maybe I’ll put on my swimmers...take some liquid soap with me and have a shower as well😂..I definitely need one.

    Enough gabbing now...

    How are you my precious friend?....Been imagining you and Mr.Beautiful taking slow walks along the beach in the evenings...Oh with me of course...I know 2 company and 3’s a crowd...but hey I love you..💜...and Mr Deebi...then when we get home..I cooked us all a yummy meal....slow cooked pork with lots of pumpkin..with extra crunchy salty crackling...I done separately in the oven...hmmm how good does that sound...

    Look after you bbff..Keep holding tightly 🤝....together we are strong..💪👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💪..oops we have 2 left arms..😂..no right arm to be found...never mind we can still 🤜👿🤛 Beasty away from us..

    Big love and super care for you honey..💜🤗🐻🤗🕊🌱...we got this..🐉🔥..and we are strong...

    Kind thoughts...love and hugs everyone..💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..🌜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🐆🐅🐩🐕👨‍⚖️🌛..💜..our family..

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  4. demonblaster
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    24 January 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Beautiful bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 Peppy ☘Paws 🐾Magic🐒 and any readers hiyaz ☺

    Grandy love always SO good seeing you.
    😆 so ya reckon try to collect something less painful eh. Sounds like a plan. From today I'm going from daily dressings to 2nd daily. Getting there.

    The backs wicked pain it honestly feels as though it's breaking when I get up from bed. God mostly don't want to get up. Apart from that and walking a little weird its ok but omg 😲 it is actually screaming pain thank goodness lasts about 2 seconds then a few more getting over it. Another level it's cruel. I feel a section of the back move 🤤😲

    MH not too bad thanks lovely still dont do much.

    Oh Grandy what a beautiful vision us all walking the beach. I havent been back walking yet and omg need to. Read that to Mr beautiful Deebi 😊 so cute oh loved the slow cooked pork and what a crackling thank you so much ya gorgeous.
    It's you I'm thinking about beautiful you're on my mind and in my heart constantly beautiful friend. Love you so much Grandy 🤗
    Thanks for those gorgeous posts love our time 👩‍❤️‍👩💜🗯🍫🐶🐩🤵😍🤝🍷👀

    Monks 🤗 thanks for dropping by hun. Made me smile knowing you got a giggle.
    Good seeing you lovey.
    Take good care darlz ⚘

    Dear Peppystar yes still my top student 😊
    And thanking you as well for the visit dear friend lovely seeing you.
    I'm very grateful as I havent been around for everyone lately but will get back on track sometime. Still love everyone.
    Yes if we don't laugh cryings too hard an option.
    Much love too sweet friend. Look after yourself Peppy ☘

    Grandy sweetyheart often I imagine us staying at yours looking at stars and just being happy in eachothers company. Mr beautiful as well. He's such a precious Grandz so easy being around eachother all the time the sweety 😍🤵
    You too honeyheart god I wish 😢 but we can hold onto hope.

    I hope your healths holding up sweets.

    Btw bbff never 3's a crowd both of you are part of me 💜

    Lol love no right arms 😆 yes together we're strong unbreakable and winning because we're survivors like the other beautifuls here 🤝

    Love you very deeply dear Grandy. Thank you for being the beautiful friend and person you are.
    You're amazing 😚🗯💜🐶🐩👩‍❤️‍👩🤵😍🤝👀🤗

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  5. Ggrand
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    25 January 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩....and all..🤗..

    Oh no..😢..honey..I’m deeply sorry about your back..Your pain sounds unbearable....I wish I could be there to help you...Deebi..are your meds helping to relieve the pain at all?...Im wondering if your mattress is to soft and might be contributing to your back outs...as your sleeping a lot..My dad always had a sore back ( bulging disc) He ended up placing 2 doors across the bottom of the mattress to harden it up...and I can remember him telling my mum that it helped a lot...Just a thought beautiful friend...Are there some type of gentle stretches that Mr. Beautiful can help you with that your able to do?...poor my bbff...not good feeling your back move, maybe can you go to your Dr. while your back is so sore..maybe he/she can give you something for it..

    Haven’t had many stars out this summer, to much dust in the air...although for some reason the cold winter nights usually gives of an unbelievable star ⭐️ show ..I remember last year..I wrapped myself like a cocoon in a blanket and also took my heater out front and sat for a couple of hours looking at the stars and I fell asleep on the front veranda..Silly me...😁🙃..

    Oh did I tell you..My youngest gave me something that I can use to attach the head to the body on Julie...needs glueing and sewing and working ⚒🔨⛏..oops I mean 🧵sewing some material around it to make it the right colour and look okay..😁..I found an actual mannequin head, when I was visiting my sons place..at an old op shop..

    Okay honey..I need to clean all this dirt out of my house..again 🥵..I’m really over the dust storms..🤬..worse I think because the paddocks across from me had no grass just dirt and the slightest breeze sends it into the air and over into my house...I have gaps around my door so it’s never ending...🙄.

    I hope you can find some way to enjoy your day today lovely one...Thinking of you with so much love and care..💜🤗🤗..Thank you for saying I’m a part of your life..you are my world sweetheart..without your friendship, love and care I would..Well I don’t know what I would do...🌜💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💜🌛..

    Kind thoughts sent with my love and hugs everyone.💜🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..🕊🌱..one day it’s achievable...

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  6. demonblaster
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    25 January 2020 in reply to Ggrand
    Hi there gorgeous 👩‍❤️‍👩 and any readers hiya 😊

    So nice seeing you. Oh Grandz sorry lovey I loved your post the other day and didnt reply properly. Was lovely reading it.
    How cute Ebony waking you up. You poor love crying in your sleep 🤗
    Loven them running around if you bark to them 😆 so cute.
    Wouldn't it be cool knowing what animals are saying.

    That dust would be such a pain and the constant cleaning must be a nuisance. No thanks 😆 you go for it lovey 😀

    Thanks beautiful lady today I got out of bed twice without pain I wait as long as I can. It is very severe so here's hoping it's on the mend. It's different these days thank goodness on outs still terrible pain but use to be so much worse and constant. Unbelievable.
    I'm being careful very and you dear darling you would help me I know 🤗 thanks honeyheart.
    I was doing some gentle stretches on the groin/hip maybe that did it one other time I was doing stretches and it went out too. Can't win.
    I think the mattresses are good well need another but have two atm. Great idea your Dad with the doors. Good on him.
    It always use to be bulging discs incredible pain.

    Yes winter puts on some good 🌟shows doesnt it. I remember you falling asleep you love. We've had many awesome times watching them on your veranda 🤝 yes anythings possible. Wiwyip 😢

    Coool about finding a mannequin head and ys giving you something to connect it. Woo hoo sounds like a fair bit of work to be done but how neaties she'll be another besty. I love you're doing her she'll love you as much as I do gorgeous 😁
    You're welcome hun its true you're both part of me. Darlings 🤗😙

    I know how you feel about our incredible friendship beautiful. So glad we met love you so much Grandy.
    PubAok lysvm awyis yadimh sss bbff gg

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  7. Paw Prints
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    29 January 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Deebi, wave to Mr Deebi,

    How are you lass? You really have been in the wars lately, haven't you.

    Ummm... I think I should send you a thimble... you may be surprised to learn this 😆 but collecting thimbles is much better than collecting carbuncles....💜

    I hope your back is starting to behave itself. Have you thought about doing gentle exercise in the pool to help you move with support from the water. Please take care with moving, get Mr Deebi to do the reaching up for things & to carry stuff for you.

    Take care

    Hugs

    Paws

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    29 January 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..and everyone..🤗..

    Deebi..honey, that’s okay..please don’t be sorry..I know you read..sometimes it’s easy to forget to reply to everything..just listening to you..is music to my ears..and light in my heart...

    How are you today bbff...with your sore back...and your foot..is it still painful to walk...and of course how’s your beautiful mind...(mh)..?...Sorry If I asked to many questions...

    Slow and gentle with everything you do, until your back starts to heal as good as it can...Not sure if you know this..the worse thing to do is to sweep or vacuum when you have a back out...please be careful Lovely one..

    Paws is spot on with gentle exercise in water...but not on your own...please always have someone with you when you go to the beach..if your back goes out, even a few inches of water can be dangerous....Promise me bbff that you won’t go into the water if the beach is deserted...

    I called in to wish you and Mr.Beautiful a goodnight..with sweet dreams...and I teeny weeny chat..with a new flashy double seat for your 🏍...So Mr. Deebi can Enjoy your vrooom vroom also....it is purple with some tiny Jonquils embroidered onto it..

    Good night my special angel...I hope you sleep well..

    Love you 💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🤗..dearest bbff..

    Love and hugs everyone..💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..🕊🌱

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    30 January 2020 in reply to Paw Prints

    Hey lovely Paws 🐾 Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 and readers 😊

    Thank you both for your lovely posts it's so nice to have your support 🤗

    I'm so tired so just wanted to let youse know I'll see you tomoz if ok.

    Got to get up early tomoz to have a jaw xray tell you more tomoz.

    Thanks loves really nice posts always are

    Love to you Mrs Grandy 🤗😚👩‍❤️‍👩💜

    You're both very cared about and appreciated. Hope lifes being a bit kinder to both of you.

    Nigh nite ☺🤝🗯✨🌹

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    30 January 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..and everyone 🤗..

    Awe no...I hope your jaw is okay honey...Good idea..sleep well my bestie bbff...with the sweetest of dreams ever...

    Your also very cared about and appreciated so very much...

    Good night Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩, Paws, Peppy and all...my love and lots of warm hugs...💜🤗..

    Love you Deebi..Please you be okay...always my sss...

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..xx🕊🌱xx...

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    1 February 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    I hope you’re okay precious friend..

    I have been yesterday, last night and today..trying to be patient and hold my fingers, so they don’t do the walking talking for me....but unfortunately they escaped my 🎗 loose tie..😁 and I couldn’t stop them...

    RUOK?.....How did the x-ray go....please be getter then okay...always...always here for you...special bbff...

    Its so hot here, the roads are melting..I coulod climb up my ladder onto the roof then could put a pot of water with 2 eggs 🥚 in it and it will cook on my tin roof.😁..Oh I may as well add a couple of bacon 🥓 rashers..while I’m at it.😂..and a pot of tea...want to join me Deebi..or anyone..🥵

    Hoping so much that everything went well for you...

    Love and special huggly huggle hugs...🐻🤗💜..for my bestest ever friend...

    Love and hugs to all you amazing readers/posters.💜🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..xx🕊🌱xx

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    2 February 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 Paws 🐾 and other lovelies ☺

    Bbff darlin 💜🤗 thanks sweety not sure of results yet but if I still have an abscess in the wisdom tooth if it's eating into the bone he'll have to take it out. Hes not a specialist (none here) but I think it'll be ok no pain.
    2 impacted which are dangerously close to nerves I've been told this one there's risk of ending up with a numb lip either temporary or permanent. No thanks! 😲🤤
    The other is more serious. I've been told could have face paralysis 😲 jeez. Anyhoo see how it goes.

    I'll be back just want you to know I'm ok.

    I've been gambling again badly oops. Was off for about 15 ish yrs and have done tonight moreso put myself in a position the average person would be beside themselves in deep depression and stressed beyond. Nah not happy at all but not freaked out. Damage control now. I've really done the wrong thing by myself but yrs of gambling survival mode kicks in. Shame but life goes on. Not the excitement just pretty much picked up from when I gave up which was rock bottom how often. Have by fluke some money for food. This is not at all my darlings fault it's completely my doing. Foolish very.

    Backs been a mutt but think its easing off still scared and delay getting out of bed it's mostly herendous pain fortunately just the once after getting up trouble is its unpredictable. It really plays on you mentally. Truly with the bad catches it feels like its breaking.

    Paws Grandy loves thanks so much for your support and everyone I'll be back.

    Girls I'll be at yours soon too. Church tomoz and not long home its witching hrs so need to get some 💤

    Love and care about you so much Grandy god i wish I could talk to you. Anyway I'll continue holding onto hope, whats the good of anything without it eh.

    Hope you're both doing it a bit easier.
    Thanks again everyone 🤗

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜🗯🚜🐧🌹🦋
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    Hey DB,

    Sorry to hear about your back, teeth, and gambling loses.

    That's scary what can happen with pulling out the teeth- I really hope it doesn't happen. There are always risks involved with anything but in most cases it ends up ok I'm sure.

    I've also got an injured back. Cortisone injections have helped. Only had two out of the four injections though. They put them in deep and I wanted to see how I went with the two. It's not 100% but better than what it was. How did you injure it?

    Yes, gambling I'm familiar with what you are going through. Sounds like you're managing what happened well. Just a blip in the road that you can recover from. I play pokies on my pH now, much cheaper than the real thing. I haven't played this year which is something I promised myself last year- to play less.

    It's been very hot where I am, hopefully you're ok and keeping cool.

    Good luck with the, teeth back, and staying away from gambling...

    Geez it's already muggy and I'm sweating....

    MMx
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    2 February 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩,..hi Magic, Paws and all..🤗..

    So very sorry about your tooth..poor darling...I will be praying that everything goes okay for you...

    The Drs. need to tell you everything that can happen with operations...which only make us more stressed...I am hoping with all my hope that you will be okay after the operation..big long comforting hugs honey..{{{🤗🤗🤗🤗}}}

    Awe honeyheart...it’s okay about the gambling.. It’s only a slip up..and you recognise in yourself that you want to not do....I have faith in you that you will get it under control again...Maybe Deebi, sit down and talk to Mr. Beautiful and ask him to help you...together you can conquer the world..

    I play on line slots for distraction, but that can and has caused me to waste so much money...I need to stop..

    Deebi...sweetheart did you or have you spoken to your Dr. since your back decided to be naughty...? ....Please do so if you haven’t, there must be something they can do to help you..it’s just not right that your struggling with horrendous pain..it’s so unfair...that you have to struggle so much with the pain😢..

    Its okay Deebi, about posting on mine..Rest up precious bbff..concentrate on you...with sore teeth, back it’s easy to go down..and I don’t ever want you down ever...Look after you...please....you for....for me...and the other beautiful people here....Your a VIP...always..

    Love you Deebi...and I would give anything to be able to talk to you..😢...I’m holding on to that hope...💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🤗🐻🤗...never letting it go...or you 🤝, 👀...ever..

    Sending my love and hugs to everyone..💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..🕊🌱..🌜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👨‍⚖️🐕🐩🐆🐅🌛..4 ever ..

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    3 February 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Dear Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and all..🤗..

    Holding hands with you, is like a promise that we don’t have to face the world alone..and I’m holding yours tightly as I can precious friend..🤝💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...Love you heaps bbff...unconditionally...

    Please be okay...always..and look after you .the way I would if I was their with you....🤝😚...

    sending you my love and hugs.....💜🤗.....

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy....🌜🕊🌱🌛...

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    5 February 2020 in reply to monkey_magic
    Hey there Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all lovelies 🤗

    I noted a BP post. Was scrolling & off it choofed. Took over 2 hrs Luckily but have to edit again I had a similar one. I remember you saying Grandy you do another copy. I wish 😢, But unsure. If I'd end up doing it. So thats to come it's annoying eh

    Dentist appt Fri. I'll know then if the tooths coming out. NO! Thanks for your support loves I'll let youse know. I think/Hope its going to be ok

    Backs easing thank goodness. It'll take a few days to get confidence back. Its still catching but was a 2 on the scale as opposed to a 10. Grandy thanks I will start getting it looked into.
    Monks it's from nursing. Wear and tear it first went out when I was about 24 yo then over the yrs I've gone through unbelievable pain barely able to walk. Bulging discs and use to not be able to stand up straight can now. Excrutiating/agony. Getting outta bed I would be screaming in pain. Turning was in about 6/7 movements. Thats how it was for many yrs. Not that I could handle that pain omg no but this one I can't handle its doing my head in but Im ok
    When I was at my heaviest the same pain happened and now so I guess the weight. I'm working on that and cooked a couple of healthy meals yay.

    Carbuncles hopefully Fri last dressing woot. I should have shares in antibiotic companies.

    🐾Paws 😂 ok a thimble it is do they come in chocolate. Needed one the other day should have seen my thumb after hand sewing. Should see the sewing for that matter 😅
    Thanks for a caring lovely post 🤗
    Really appreciate the reminder for water walking. I want very much to and going to take my gorgeous Thanks for the wave he's waving back and smiling he has the most beautiful smile...and eyes 😍 Absolutely adore the darling.
    Yes I do ask him and he helps without blinking the sweety job.
    So hope you're feeling at least a little brighter hun 🤗

    Monks thanks hun for the info I'm sussing.
    Well done less gambling.
    I've read a fair bit at yours. Be there near future & a few others too
    Hold strong lovey 🤗🐒

    My bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 heya sweetyheart so lovely your posts they never fail to make me love you more and comforted in such a beautiful friendship, we "talk" laugh fantasy chat support I'm wrapped to have met you. Huns I'm ok but sifting through exhaustion actually too ok think I'm still a little manic tho mild.
    bbt to reply I know you're ok but 💜

    Thanks everyone esp that I haven't been supporting

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜🗯🤝
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    6 February 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Dearest Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone..🤗..

    Good luck for a Friday with the dentist. 🦷..

    I hope they don’t need to take it out..but if they sweetheart..I’ll make you and Mr.Deebi..a smooth yummy pumpkin 🎃soup....Try not to worry honey, I’ll be there with you...holding your hand..💜..

    If they do take it out..Oh please don’t forget to ask for the tooth 🦷back...Place it in this tooth pouch I made for you...it’s purple silk, with bright pink ribbon 🎀and a little golden tooth on the front of it...Once you put it into the pouch, place it under your pillow..then through the night the tooth fairy will come visit you...and sprinkle some fairy dust all around you and your pillow...Then if you’ve been a good girl..just like magic ..the 🦷disappears and you will find some $$$..inside the pouch.😁..enough $ for you to buy us (Mr.Deebi and me) some chocolate....Poor my bbff..you’re not allowed to eat it..(sore tooth and all)....but I’ll let you have a good smell of the chocolate..then you can taste it in your mind..while we devour it for you...🍫😁...

    Honey...pain is your body’s way of telling you that your back needs looking at...Please Deebi..listen to your body and help it, when it’s asking you too....I’m so happy Mr Deebi..is there for you..it’s really heartwarming to hear...

    I will sometimes write out a post in notes,.then copy it onto reply...but a lot of the time I forget to do..

    We had a good amount of rain here today...yay..It really sounded beautiful on my tin roof...I hope you had some as well...it must be really relaxing watching the rain fall into the ocean water...

    I hope you have a nice day today sweet bbff...

    Love you so much dearest, bestest..bbff...💜🤗🕊🌱🤝.

    Kind thoughts love and hugs to everyone.💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy......🤝👀👂..always ..


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    🤗👩‍❤️‍👩💜 hi everyone 🖐😊

    You are such a bright light in my and so many lives ya gorgeous thank you so much you had the gorgeous Mr Deebi laughing he really liked it and oh yeah he loves the 🍫 too. You're a classic chicko 🤗 love you to bits.

    Oh and back some you did a beautiful touch of fantasy loved it sorry darlin didnt respond. Keeping very late erratic hrs lately.

    Think prey my backs nearly normal a little bit to settle yet also if Im 2/3 hrs in bed its less likely to hurt.

    Yip honey going to get foot and back seen to and grouss my Dr's back I heard, rapt.

    Very tired but going well think still hypomanic.

    Had a good win today and laughing with people. Saw some I know. Gotta be very careful I know.

    Grandy I really hope work went well and helped with some light. You always make me proud.

    Thank you for being the amazing friend and sweetyheart you are. I cherish our time.

    Got a couple of thoughts for a fantasy prezzy will have to make it for you just gotta chisel varnish polish and use a gleaming Weetbix paste over it. Twicked ya that's not what it is...just to put you off the scent 🕵️‍♂️ nya nya nya....sneaks off giggling...trips over....gets up quickly looking around to see if any one saw 😷😶

    Ok quicky neighbours watch.

    Thank you for well wishes my gorgeous 🤗 gut says it'll be ok damn it, hope so.

    Goodnight darling and all the beautiful people here 🤗

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜💗🦄🍫🗯 really groove you Grandy floss 😚

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    7 February 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi...

    I cant wait any longer..will Mr.Deebi and myself be getting chocolates tomorrow?

    Please my precious friend...see your Dr. about your back and foot ASAP.....Honey new things are happening in Doctoring all the time...we never know if something new has been found to help us..if we don’t regularly visit..😚🤗...

    Awe I’ve been thinking 💭 all day what my new present 🎁 is..I can’t wait.

    Awe..so so angry with me right now..I noted a post, then instead of copy I pressed paste and lost the lot..poof..it just disappeared...I can do silly things at times....😢..

    I really hope you’re okay bbff...Love you deeply and care so so much for you...bbt...if that’s okay...

    sending you lots of love and hugs🐻🤗💜💜..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🌜🕊🌱🌛..one day bbff..






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    Hi wonderful DB (& a wave to all),

    I feel it’s very exhausting and stressful to have so many physical health conditions. I really feel for you...

    Personally, I find that when I’m not feeling my best physically, it really does affect my mental health too. That interconnection...

    I think your BFF, Grandy, is wise to suggest maybe another visit to the doctor might help...

    It sounds like you had a good time with people. I presume you were out socialising?

    I think some laughter and good company does wonders for our spirits :)

    Enjoy your fantasy adventure with dear Grandy. Although I have my theories about where you got all those choccies that Grandy mentioned. Hmmm...

    Let’s just say you’ll be getting an invoice from me soon. My choccy bar empire isn’t a charity ;)

    Supersoul hugs and love from you top student,

    Peppystar xoxo

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    9 February 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...Hi Peppy and all..

    RUOK?....honey 💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🕊🌱..

    Love you dearest bbff...

    I hope you sleep good tonight and have only the sweetest dreams....Good night precious friend...😴😴....I will just sit with you tonight and hold 🤝 tightly....if that’s okay....🕊🌱🌈..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🌜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👨‍💼🐆🐅🐩🐕🌛...💜

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    Hiya Peppy ☘Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all good people 👋

    Thank you both for your lovely posts. I'll do a quicky for now & bbl to chat more. So grateful for giggles and support.
    SOoo tired going back bed soon.
    😄 that'll teach ya bbff ..no chocolates for now anyway. 😆 was cracking up. I'll just add.. 😜in your dreams baby 😂 If I can't eat them I'll inhale so hold onnnnn tight. Thanks btw bbff for holding on tight I feel very safe and secure in our friendship 🤗

    Both teeth need out. While I dont have anymore infections I'm ok. The Xray showed where the previous one had been assuming it's affected some of the jaw going by what he said they do.

    Yip numb bottom lip on one side and he confirmed half facial paralysis I think on the worst side.

    Thought back was coming good which it is but last night in bed it Slammed a beauty. So glad its just the once. Got up ok. Still going slow getting up in anticipation of pain but slowly getting confidence back.
    Starting to be better with weight loss.

    Kind of socialising dear Peppy I was gambling 😮 again but did have a good few laughs with people. It's a rare time I prefer just a few words of support for eachother and the odd comments.
    Was also twice judged by a lady who with the second comment I just looked at her, pretty sure that worked and made her realise. If they're not being hurt people should mind their own business there's plenty of other comments can be made 😡sigh...some bloody people!

    Did more heavy hits gambling. Chat later.

    BP has been hard work at times but not much. Have been able to handle.
    Extremely tired cause of not recovered from BP and 🎃bed often lately.
    My love Grandy likes them too but he has good control. Hope I can learn from him. If we win which we both have at times we give eachother some doosh.

    Peppy our sweet 🤗 loven the 🍫 banter ... hope my musics not too loud 🎵 return to sender 🎵 🤑
    Yes you certainly are my top student tho my bbff is pretty impressive you might have more competition but bbff or not I can be bribed when we're talkin choccy.
    Thanks for your beautiful friendship Peppy girl 🤗

    Love to you both 🤗 I hope todays better for everyone.

    Grandy Floss 👩‍❤️‍👩💜 unconditionally too. You're such a great bbff. Thank you always for your beautiful you and support.
    C u l8r (later) at yours have read. Love you long time (4 evs) beautiful. Pubok always. 🤗😚😊

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    10 February 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone..🤗..

    Sheesh...I was so looking forward to chocolate..I’ll have to contact tooth fairy and tell her to give you extra $..for all the x-rays and pain you’ve had.....Me I suppose I’ll just have to wait for chocolates...

    Honey..is the numb lip and half facial paralysis something that the teeth has caused....I’m so sorry you have those..🥺..

    People can get very judgmental at times...without knowing the journeys, we’ve walked just to reach where we are now...Its really sad..that some people can’t show kindness to others...Good on you giving her the look 👀...👍..

    Awe..sweetyheart..I hope your back heals very soon..maybe last night..moved the wrong way..it’s hard when we sleep to know which way we move or even if we did turn around...Maybe..I know might be uncomfortable but an elastic back support while your asleep might help some...

    Very proud of you handling your bp...Is Mr. Beautiful helping you, caring for you when your in bp?...

    tch tch tch..hands on hips....early to bed, early to rise, makes us healthy, mental health wise...😁..

    I washed my furs today...in a bubble bath...😂..I got more wet then they did...I put them both in together..(first time together)...and they splashed most of the bubbly water all over the floor and me..I was sitting on the bath mat...washing and playing with them, as my bath in half in the floor...I got half way up..then went slip, sliding around and then ended up ouch back on the floor..., and then 2 little wet dogs started jumping all over me..thinking I was playing with them...😂..Wow it was hard getting up..💪..😁.

    I hope you’ve had some good restful sleeps today..and feeling better..it takes a lot of amount of sleeps to recover from bp....Sleep as much as you need to honey...sleeping heals us....

    Love you Deebi....pubaok....hoping one day awyip...yadimh special friend..🌜🐻💜🤗🌛..🕊🌱..

    Love and hugs everyone...💜🤗🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🌜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👨‍💼🐅🐆🐩🐕🌛..

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    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..🤗..

    RUOK?....pubaok...always...

    Are you struggling with your mh or your daily living...

    Love you and am here for you...as the others are..

    yadimh...sss..💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🤗🕊🌱.

    Grandy..🌜💜🌛..

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    Hi there my gorgeous 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all lovelies 🤗

    You're an amazing friend Grandy thank you for always being here for me. I believe trust and deeply love you.
    Same goes for the awesome friends that stand by me even when I'm not at theirs lately. That will change I'll try and start even 1 person here and there. I havent stopped caring/loving people but not right on my part either.

    I think BP has just finished today. Was a pretty dark mood yesterday and hairy I think day before but fortunately having gorgeous Mr D is a good distraction although with my late beautiful love he was a distraction but SO many wicked hard times. ? AD's & progress. Hope progress but no hurry yet to drop AD's still have a lot of work to do.

    Grandy Mr beautiful no O don't think understands. He's beautiful and an absolute pleasure to be around and it's hard for people if they haven't had deep depression which cool he hasn't apart from grieving. I can't imagine a life without depression breaking and attempting to but hopes needed to one day be free from the tendrils eh hun and awyip would be the ultimate. I really hope Grandz lifes to damned short 😢

    Thought my blasted back was coming good which it is in patches but still doing that movement thing it's horrid but apart from yesterday a stronger pain the rests just livable prob is unpredictable. Yes promise I'll get it seen to probs have to travel but can't hack this anymore not the extreme.

    Love your post thank you gorgeous 😂 oh dear no choccy for you yet.

    Been gambling still did another whopper but sone ups as well. Not as excited these days probs too tired still. Lot of time doing that.

    If its not another Carbuncle under my arm and another suss looking red mark it's similar and in a spot that hurts like billyo at times. Have to get it seen to a nurse said an MRI can see why. Surprising. Too many. If this is it'll be 5 in 4 mths and a couple I pushed at and disappeared. Hurt tho.

    No lovey the numb lip facial paralysis is a strong pos if/when I have to get them taken out. Sheez not good prognosis but wait and see how it unfolds.

    Ahh you poor love falling geesh and so hard getting up. The times they pick to think its play time the cuties 😆hey are you ok?

    Agree sweet it could have been how I slept and hit exhaustion twice this cycle so who knows what positions we lay.. Got a bit more confidence but wow hip giving curry.

    Love you heaps my love. PubAok ydimh 4 evs too sweetyheart.

    Nigh nite all thank you 🤗👩‍❤️‍👩💜🍫

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    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    I was thinking today is Valentines Day.. 🌹..and your first Valentine’s Day with your Mr. Beautiful...I hope today that you both done something really lovely and memorable together...

    Im pleased and hoping that yesterday was your last day in bp...yes hard work honey..but so worth it..it’s a part of us..that we must learn to accept and hopefully learn to like/love...after all it is who we are...I often think better me having it...then someone else who wouldn’t be able to handle it as well....

    Honey..have you tried those heated stick on back patches...they really do help..about $12.00 at chemists..Hubby said they helped him...he often said that it felt like he had broken bones moving around in his back...I use them at times when my back get sore from Vinnies....They stay on for 8-10 hours...I’m sorry about the pain your back causes you...

    Oh no..not another carbuncle...maybe a food intolerance is causing them..have you started eating something different, or changed your washing powder, deodorant, bath soap, or anything the past couple of months..just thinking out load beautiful bbff....I hope the scan shows why you’re getting them...Aweful I know poor Deebi..🤗..

    Thank you for promising me you’ll get your back looked at when you can...that’s very important that you do...

    Yes I’m okay Deebi... If I did hurt me, my soaking wet dogs, gave me no chance to feel it...😁..They are crazy, super active when their wet...running so fast around the house, jumping on each other, sliding on venal tiles and doing tumbles..

    I want to wish you both a happy Valentine’s Day...and a good restful, painless sleep tonight...good night my precious friend...love you as much as the amount of stars in our beautiful universe...💜🕊🌱🤗👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🌹🐻👀🤝..

    Kind thoughts, sent with my live & hugs, everyone.🤗💜💜.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..

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    18 February 2020 in reply to Ggrand
    Darling bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 hi everyone 😊

    Oh sweetyheart I'm so sorry I thought I'd read this gorgeous post thank you so much I am sorry darlin 🤗
    Thank you it was a fair way into valentines day when we realised it was 😃 ahh Grandz he's precious. Strong love for eachother the darlingheart 😍

    You poor love I bet you're sore from the fall. Hope not but it pays heavily on our bods eh huns. PubAok love and care so much for you 🤗🤝

    I saw Doc yesterday it is another carbuncle and another there too 😐 I'm on 2 more doses of antibiotics. Nuisance. I googled and confirmed with lovely DR its usually a Staphlococus ? sp hoping Its not a mrsa strand cause after meds they keep coming.

    Grandz I have my back underway. Thanks hun you are right. I'll keep the heat patches in mind. Nifty.

    It is incredibly hard work BP isnt it. I had a lot of ptsd memories drives ya nuts I acknowledged and let them slide. Pfft .

    Ok my beauty I've been naughty a lot of the time lately. Surviving. Silly girl.

    Love you as much as there are 🌟 thats beautiful hun. Really do love you deeply and so appreciate you. Thank you for a beautiful friendship. Need you Grandz you make such a difference 🤗😚👩‍❤️‍👩💜👀🤝🤵🐆🐎😍☀️
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    Hi wonderful DB (& a wave to all),

    Things continue to sound as though they are going really well with Mr Deebi. You clearly cherish his presence, & absolutely adore him. You have something beautiful together :)

    I’m sorry about your ongoing health issues though. Another carbuncle sounds very painful, not to mention your other physical ailments. It must be challenging trying to manage all all those conditions.

    It sounds as though you’re doing your best to manage your flashbacks. It seems as though they’re leaving you be, or at least for now, after you acknowledged & let them slide...you have been very brave.

    I’m dropping off a truckload of choccy bars today. Free delivery today, seeing as I’m feeling generous. Better grab them before I change my mind though ;)

    Supersoul hugs & love from your top student,

    Peppystar xoxo

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    19 February 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello DB,

    I'm sure the lovely Peppy won't mind if I say

    "ditto what Peppy said"

    Not the choccy bit though, cause I seem to have run out..... hmmm maybe I need to check where Peppy got her load from

    I'll send you & Mr DB a truckload of hugs instead 🤗🤗🤗🤗

    Rest up lass

    Paws

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    19 February 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩, Peppy, Paws and everyone..🤗.

    Thats Okay bbff....Please bbff Theirs noneed to apologise for anything at all.. Although I was getting a so scared you were leaving me slowly...I’m so happy to hear from you on your home..😁..

    I so hope so much that it’s not the mrsa strand...Has to be something that’s causing them..I get boils a lot when I eat cream...I am naughty sometimes and have cream cake because I love them....maybe ask your Dr. to do an allergy test..just to find out and eliminate that possibility..🤗..

    Thank you for considering the heat patches..

    Well done with managing your ptsd...it’s hard isn’t it?..it puts us down without even knowing why..Your my heroine Deebi, for being able to that enough to help you up....I wish I had half of your strength in managing my ptsd....Starting dv councilling in April..Hopefully that will help me to manage mine better..

    Its okay to be naughty sometimes Deebi..as long as it doesn’t hurt you health wise or mh wise...Do you feel like talking about your naughtiness.?..Always here for you precious friend..I wish I was there with you..how much better we could help each other...

    Umm..can I have some choccy bars..pleeease...I’ve been a good girl, If you want to have a nice sleep Paws and I can help you pack them away..😂..we won’t take any..I pwomish..

    Love you sweet friend now and forever...please be okay always...yadimh always....Thank you for being the beautiful friend you are...👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💜🤗🐻🕊🌱🌹..

    sending my love and hugs to everyone...💜🤗🤗..takes 2 to hug..and I love them..cyber hugs are beautiful hugs sent and received by our spirit ..and heart....

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..🕊🌱🌹🌈☁️🌶.

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