Hello Guest, I had to reply back to you as your comment has been missed, I'm very sorry and my utmost apologies for being in a position you are definitely struggling with, and dearly hope you are still checking your thread.
I'm not too experienced in your condition but hope that just a couple of pointers may be able to assist you.
If you can contact Butterfly at Helpline - Butterfly Foundation 'https://butterfly.org.au', you call them now on 1800 33 4673 on chatline or by email.
You can also call 1300 550 236 who handle eating disorders in Victoria, but if you are in another state they will be able to advise you, these are 2 and there are other sites, but I want to leave at 2, so it won't be too confusing.
I do hope this can begin the help you need and would really love to hear back from you.