I'm so glad to hear from you. Were there complications? Or is it only the mending which is taking longer than expected?
I have found old thread of yours when you first came to BB and have read through it. You surely have been on quite a journey. My heart goes out to you. You have consciously persevered throughso much to, I don't know ... it it like 'creating' who you are? Your delving deep, bringing out the person inside, one marvellous Jo you are?
Something's happened, I don't know what, & DnG has become Guest9337.
DnG spoke of an incident at a shop where shop staff were abusive in their insisting DnG wear a mask, which, for reasons very similar to mine, DnG cannot wear one. & DnG had not been able to get an exemption. I tried to reach out, explaining my experience, how I got an exemption, but I don't know for sure if the criteria are the same for all states.
Then I read, DnG had severe anxiety responses. Then nothing.
I don't know. I've been sad over it. We'd been playing I Spy, and DnG 'resurrected' a thread about video games, software & technology. I contributed to that, too.
I can't believe, I mean, I don't understand, how I feel so much for the handful of people on BB who I have only interacted with here, not in 'real' life. So when some are not around for days and longer, I find I miss them, you included.
I do struggle with this issue I have between needing people, & not wanting to need them, losing them, & not wanting them to need me in the same way. & knowing all along, you all have lives of your own.
I realise, I don't even have to know much about you, like I know so little about my PDr, to still realise how much I want to hold onto having some people in my mind, if not my life itself.
I had a feeling this would happen when I joined BB. I had this same problem fifteen years ago, when I joined another forum, somewhat like this. It is a pattern with me, that I, on one hand, want very little to do with people, but on the other, depend too much on a few.
I do hope youre feeling well again soon.❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️to you & HRS/LD too & anyone reading, especially, DnG, if you are, Jo has some ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️for you..