You don't see my hurt, It hides behind a smile!,
you don't feel my fear, it's hidden by a joke I tell,!
you don't see my tears, because I choak them back and swallow them!
You don't see me cry, because I cry in the shower and no one can hear!
My heart races but you can't feel it!
My palms they sweat but you don't feel it!
My body gets hot but you wouldn't know as it's cold as ice outside!
I feel sick, I continue to smile :)
Do you really know what I feel ?
Probably not because I'm good at hiding the pain hurt anxiety I feel!
I don't want to feel this way, so I push through each day, hoping those feelings will one day fade away!!!!