I am a solo entrepreneur. I work in front of my computer, i don't have any employee or team member, i work alone.
the thing is that, i find it very difficult to make friends.
I am an introvert, so, i find it difficult to walk to a stranger and start a conversation.
Many times when other people have fun and talk in groups, i get jealous. I always feel, why can't i have that fun.
Reason for loneliness is that i have very few friends.
I have noticed that, friends is someone who has same interests and liking.
I am someone who does (online marketing by profession), and i get very intrigued when someone talks about my field or job.
But on the other hand, i find it very difficult to make normal conversation with people. Most of the time, i am not confident and not interested in the topic.
And i find it very suffocating and awkward when i try to act as an extrovert. Because it doesn't matches my mannerism and personality.
Due to my personality, i attract only 1% of the crowd. 90% of the crowd is more attracted towards an extrovert and socially confident people.
So, shud i change my personality in order to be acceptable by majority of the crowd? Or shud i be myself and try to find good friends in that 1% crowd.
And not having many friends does feel pretty lonely and sad.