dear Rhys, Year 2, that's a handful, especially if you are on the verge of falling into depression again.
Doctor's 'first in best dressed',
are we just talking about money here, sure we all need this, but hang
on he/she a person to care for their regular patients for many types of
illness's, it shouldn't be about paying for his next holiday, that's OK
really, but they have a duty to look after sick people.
When I was talking to my doctor I ask him about the proportion of depressed patients he sees, and he said ' a hell of a lot'.
It sounds as though your medication needs to be revised, and I wonder whether you have started to take them again, because 'my meds aren't kicking in as usual'.
I would do as what the Mods. have suggested to you, and hope that you can get back to us. Geoff.