Jase, can see it has been a pretty ordinary few days for you. Dude, you are in one hell of bad situation but to this day, you have survived each and every bad day and each and every bad situation. You are one very tough person.
Croix is spot on above, we care for you mate. We don't get paid on here, we do this because we want to. There are reasons why we are doing this - for me, it is because i have been to hell and back. I am fortunate that i made it back so i want to help others and you are one of the main reasons why i want to do this.
We all make choices in life and my choice is to continually visit this thread to see how you are going and just see if i can help you in some small way.
Can you sit back and realise how powerful it is to make a child happy? Tell me about these rainbows you are talking about. Making a child smile is so so awesome and YOU are doing that. You are changing the way a child thinks. You are having such a positive impact on a childs life. That is brilliant mate, just brilliant.
Stick with us mate, we are not going anywhere.