Beautiful friend 🤗 hi everyone
I've been thinking and feeling so deeply for your pain with this and still feel so very sad for you having to go through this on top of everything else. It's just so unfair darlin lady
Grandy our dear gentle tender Quirky suggested..maybe he's confused.
I was going to suggest writing a letter I'm so glad you're thinking to do this as it also could help greatly to shed some of the pain expressing.
It's incredibly sad hearing someone so beautiful like you wanting to sleep only and not have to feel this cruel pain, you have so much and I know you know but remember please sweetyheart you also have a great deal of care and deep love too. You touch many lives
My thoughts through parts I've read and reading similar situations here actually I think you mentioned once to Sadgina along the lines of kids having their minds made up without knowing all the facts which you protected them from. I hope you can release at least a little of your pain knowing this and as much as you don't believe it you are absolutely worthy of nothing but pure love.
As you havent till now may I suggest to continue not to give up on this relationship, in time he may see things differently especially that he said he loves you that's Gold Grandy and you have a good relationship with his wife and your grandies. So pleased and in time they may help him see differently.
Also never Grandy give up on yourself, you're an incredible friend and inspiration to so many people. You have a heart of Gold and love, we.. everyone whether they realise or not need you.. I know I do hun 🤗
Love you so very much dear Grandy. I really am so sorry for your pain you're always in my 🗯 pubaok honey awyis 😚☺