Thanks Katy thanks sleepy
It's hard trying to type on this tiny phone! It's hard to see it too.
The laptop charges to 5% and stops. Tried every power point. Googled it and apparently it can happen after installing windows and he reinstalled all my programs so I wonder if that's what is wrong. A check of the battery says it's healthy. Back to the repair shop I go.
The grass outside is a foot high already and it's $80 to get it mowed every 3 weeks and I just don't have the money. I've been down to instant noodles for weeks in the past because of paying for the lawn. I don't know how to go on.
I've asked a disability service and the charities and they say it's in the lease and there's nothing they can do.
It's ridiculous that you get put into public housing and then can't afford to eat properly because of the cost of maintaining the property.
So in thought I'd ask the local Mp here if he would intervene. Now I can't type the letter today and it's urgent.
Library is closed today so can't use computer there.
My music friend who lives in the next street 3 minutes walk from me - I knew her 15 years ago - has refused to talk to me since she found out I'm friendly with G.
It's weird. She's the one married to the abusive alcoholic. She's now divorced him and trying to fight out how much of her house he can take and she still has him living there and looks after him. He's always abusive.
She says she hates G but I suspect she knows he is kind. Also she is having an affair with another married man. I suspect she is jealous because she knows G and I are both single. The man she is having the affair with isn't going to leave his wife.
G and I are only friends so far and I feel like why can't I even have a nice friendship with him without losing another friend? She always has a reason now why she's too busy to catch up with me.
G and I talk for hours. His female dog died last year and his elderly boy dog now can hardly get up and walk. He was nearly in tears last time. His dogs are his family. His social anxiety isolates him so much. He's an absolute sweetheart.
My two brothers never even helped when I was homeless and living in my car. I lost my job and home when I was working in a psych hospital and discovered that a doctor was molesting patients. I got sacked when I told management & lost my job & home.
Life is tough sometimes. I'm just tired and struggling.
Thanks for listening Sleepy and Katy! 💖