I think I had to realise that a small part of her will always be attached to me, which isn't a bad thing. It just means they had an impact on my life that shaped me for the better and the next person who comes along gets to experience that better version of me. The version that the person missed out on because they could not see it. Sometimes it doesnt work out and you just have to move forward. I like this quote:
"Moving on is when your heart is no longer stuck on the person, moving is forward is choosing not to put your life on hold whether you're over them or not"
I summarised the full thing, but I think that gets the gist across. I think I am trying to take those steps to move forward. It can hurt, but every time I feel myself falling to that, I just remember that I can move forward and I can find some solace in other things, and hopefully if i keep plugging away, one day I will find someone who will see the things in me my ex didn't, or i will excel at my work. So I am trying not to be bitter, but making every effort to move forward.
Yeah, I like that she sees that and is giving me that responsibility. I like that I can take it on as well and do it. I hope I can prove myself so that it shows through and then hopefully when something does open up, be it this store or another, I can be offered it and grab it.
That's ok. I don't think it came up. My ultimate goal is to move out. I really like certain suburbs and want to move to them, so one day it is my aim. If anything my family would want me to stay but I want to move out more, and it's me telling them that I do still love them, but I just need to find some space too.