nice to "see" you :)
self expression is something i am good at via forums, writing and chat screens. I tend to struggle a fair bit in real life lol
I have tried to 'come out of my shell' so to speak in real life, especially with a new friendship group that is kind of forming atm but I need to do it in a controlled way. If I go too far then I am just a psycho
I hope you have been well. I haven't really been on forums, so that's why I haven't seen yours. I was occasionally jumping on and reading up stuff but that's about it. Pace is crucial for me atm.
My new psych has worked wonders as well. I've come a long way in the small space of time that I have seen him. I only wish I knew of him sooner because then I would've gotten to a better headspace earlier and not be in the predicament I am in atm. It's silly to do that though because I have absolutely no control over it.
Today I have a few things to do which include gym visit (followed by coffee), checking a website for a job my mum told me about, not checking facebook, reading (even though my book won't get here til march lol) and also not using screens (tablet, phone, pc) 30 mins before bed so i can get a better sleep.
I feel quite sad today and I'm worried tbh. But I can't pin it to much at all aside from the things I already know. Trying to stick it out.
On that note, thanks for dropping by Nat. Take care :)