Hi Katy and everyone else here who commented. Nice to talk to you again.
I'm sorry that you and others here are feeling so down, lost and struggling. I know how you all feel. And I'm sorry that you didn't find Suicide Call Back Service helpful. With mental health, professionals and websites like that, it's different for everyone and I suppose it varies with who you talk to, the time and day and whatnot.
That's like me with eHeadspace - every time I go on there they've never treated me with respect, they've always been rude. It was even worse when I went to my local Headspace Centre for a group (I don't even know what that was for, I got nothing out of it) and to see a Psychologist (that was all free through a Mental Health Care Plan). The manager, Psychologist and group members all made fun of my mental illnesses, so that was traumatic for me and still is. I made a complaint and the manager lost her job, thank goodness.
I told my Psychiatrist this and all of the other stuff about how badly I've been treated by so called mental health "professionals", and he's disgusted in all of it, as am I, and my parents. My Psychiatrist seems to feel sorry for me. But I'm so thankful I found him, truly.
I also called the local triage yesterday as my Psychiatrist and I discussed this could be an option, and I politely asked them over the phone if I could come in and get some support somehow. The guy on the phone there didn't say his name but he was so rude, refused to speak to me and help me, I don't know why. I felt so discriminated against with how I've been treated and still do, the same applies for how I can't study, work, join groups to meet people, nothing.
So I'm struggling a lot. I've done everything I can, that's one reason I thought I'd sign up for these forums, because I chat on the web chat with Beyond Blue and Lifeline a bit, especially lately.
Once again I'm sorry that you're struggling, and I hope that things improve for you and you can get support here and from professionals and websites like Lifeline if you're interested in any of that.
Please take care and I hope that you're okay, I'll try and do my best to try and help in any way that I can, the same with everyone on these forums and everyone who commented.
Much love and hugs, take care x
PS - I posted another forum post, it should be in "Treatment and Professionals". It's nothing bad just some general questions, please check it out and reply if you can, although I'm not forcing you, sorry