Dear friend/beautiful birdy (and a wave to all),
Thank you so much for being here. It really does mean a lot, dear friend :)
How I wish that I could sit with you and talk things through with you. That would be truly wonderful, even though I would probably give you a headache. Lol
Yes, I have seen that quote. Thank you so much for sharing :) Although I’m not sure if there’s anything to be learnt from me, aside from learning how to get a headache. Perhaps I have things to learn from others...
I understand and I hear you about the crossroads. The uncertainty and/or inner conflict can be very confusing...
About those people who seem to be focused on a set path. While I don’t doubt some of them know exactly what they want to do, in which case, I admire their decisiveness and conviction. Good on them :) I wonder if others just give the impression of having it together but are just as lost as the rest of us on the inside...
It sounds like perhaps your emotions have been erratic. Feeling all kind of contradictory emotions can be debilitating. I understand how emotionally paralysing it feels to want to both hide under a blanket fort but want to run, run, run at the same time...
Your beautiful mrs b is an absolute sweetheart. Always so loving and encouraging. I’m so happy that you have each other, and she sounds very wise.
As you know, patience is not one of my strengths. Definitely not. I like most things to happen quickly and preferably now. I’m that kind of person...
It’s disappointing about the beach the other day. But I’m glad you seemed to have had fun in the kitchen. I would love to hear about the satay. 15 minutes sounds doable for me ;)
Sigh, I had wanted to drink on Sunday night. Alas, I fell asleep with no drink but suddenly woke up at 3am yesterday morning, felt miserable and had a strong urge to drink. Never mind that I needed to be up in a few hours to start getting ready for work.
I drank, nodded off for a little. Woke up feeling slightly groggy. With alcohol probably still coursing through my blood stream (I don’t know enough about chemistry or biology to say definitively), I got ready for the day.
Did my makeup, fixed my hair, etc as I usually like to do. If I was feeling crap, at least I could still look good. Ordered coffee with 3 shots before heading into the office. Almost burst into tears as the barista kindly commented that some days we need a strong coffee...just life sometimes...
How has your week been so far?
Love you too xoxox