Laughs , that's beautiful Croix. I actually just called them about my medication, I want to get off it, but I thought they'd prob put me back in hospital bcas I'm on the order. It really sucks doing this to myself.
At the tribuneral I felt my vulnerability. I learnt there's tears behind my PTSD. I learnt I needed to cry. I soldier on...then I remembered what you said about how soldiering on was the worst thing u could of done. So now I'm healing my PTSD from the hospital stays & I really don't want another one.
I still believe I have the right to choose whether or not to be medicated.
Yeah I have seen all walks of life. Makes life dark & tough & hard & all the colours of the rainbow.
I get angry bcas I'm passionate about certain things. I've also seen ppl get out of mental institutions bcas they misbehaved, so, I did just that but was also triggered by the dark character.
Some ppl close their ears to me, they don't hear me. That could be a reason I voice here. If it helps someone, great.
I've been strong lately. Like, scary strong with my vulnerability & am loving it. Pain has a purpose!