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Topic: Surviving: Being in a better place

  1. demonblaster
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    17 April 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    You're a 🦄 breed of bbffs 👩‍❤️‍👩 aren't you 🤗 and for you loves out there too if you want a good soul hug

    Thanks honey that was beautiful you never fail putting light into my life darlin friend. Best of the best 💜

    I'm going to bed now much earlier than lately.

    It seems those mutt memories and moods starting to rack off slowly.

    I'm very clise to exhaustion going to concentrate on serious sleeping over the next few days else manias going to pop back for a lift, can't believe I'm going to try to avoid it.

    Love our 🤝 memory lane walk thank you it was really nice 😀

    It seems my back needs to click each morning or waking from sleep did and hurt a bit dammit been very careful and sliwly the thoracics healing but still a bit ify. Yes I will chat to GP to get or try at least to category 2. Need to be there

    Had a little walk with mhw today stopped 3 times on way and back none or maybe once.

    So tired Grandz

    SO good hearing you're starting to pull back up sweet lady you really have incredible stamina and courage. Yes we're getting there.

    Ok honey I'm going to hit the hay darling.

    So much deep love dear friend I can't thank you enough for your kindness friendship security and care which goes for many here. Beautiful people deserve peace.

    Roight where is it!

    Nigh nite and thank you for saying those lovely things.

    Night everyone. Dream well with peace xx

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    18 April 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    Its okay honey...sleep as much as you need to..it’s the only way to get over the exhaustion that we get from bp...I found going to bed same time earlyish each night helps a lot both with exhaustion and mh...day sleep helps but it’s not the same as night sleep....It’s a matter of trying to get our body clock back into sync with ourselves again which is a natural way to strengthen our resources...both in physical and mh health.....Bp mania puts everything out of whack...

    Good girl going to talk to the Dr...when you can...I’m proud of you for saying that.....I trust your word..Sorry about your back clicking on waking...Would gentle stretches on waking help you before you get out of bed..Not sure if it will help or worsen the click..be careful honeyheart....

    Im also pleased I’m pulling up...I have to try everything that I can....being on my own it’s easy to throw my hands up in the air and give up...not try anymore....But we continue to win, to get those few weeks of normality..

    I often think how lucky the animals are, the hidden tribes, even the caveman era, on how lucky they are/were to not have the rush of today’s life...not have to live up to expectations of others...They live/lived constantly in the now..not worrying about tomorrow or yesterday...Not sure if you understand that at all....

    It warmed my heart that you saw your mhn and went for a walk, it’s okay if you stopped bbff, you done it and that’s the only thing that counts..I’m very proud of you for doing that...Deebi, honey can you please keep in touch with mh was much as you can...They are a huge help to us..They are extraordinarily people, with so much love, time and care for us..if they only knew how much they often save us from going deeper down...

    I’m pleased the trip down memory lane help you..We will have lots more fun times, giggles, laughter, mind trips...Our imagination is our only limits on what we can down, whether it be a fantasy trip together, and to use it to escape beasty’s clutches...We are strong, we are unique, we are unbeatable...Please believe those words Deebi..have faith in you...hold onto that beautiful thing called hope and nourish it with good happy memories to make it grow..

    Love you precious bbff..💜🤗🦋..Pubaok...🌜🌹🌛.yadimh.

    My care, love and hugs everyone.,🦋💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🌜🕊🌱🌛..It’s achievable..

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    18 April 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hi bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and everyone 👋

    You really are so precious Grandy thank you for your beautiful post 🤗

    Yesterday I managed to do the dishes, you should have seen the kitchen. Usually Mr Deebi 😍 and I use the liquid that's in the handle of a brush if you know what I mean so we do them as we go. In BP they mount up and up.

    In mania I cooked another slow cook with Mr gorgeous my apprentice cute chef and Rissolles another day.

    We could barely find bench space not a complaint from lovely. I said leave them for me. I always think of you when I do dishes with soapy water honey let alone always anyway.

    Darling I've been reading at yours and here but I think for now this will be my lot tonight sweetyheart I haven't been in a bad mood but probs the most blaghh this episode but still being ok not cranky. Also slept a great deal today hoping a couple more for full recovery.

    As per still battling intermittent 🤕. Actually woke free of.. I felt like having a party 🎉🎈🎊 think I have them 75% of the time joy but often even if I wake with a slammer I've worked out to get up and do normal things. Sometimes it choofs

    Yes plenty more magic times Grandy.

    Love you so much hun. So glad you're pulling up it's a hard ride isn't it lovely 😚🤗

    Thanks honeyheart 👩‍❤️‍👩💜🦄🍫🤝🍎🍫⚘💪☺

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    19 April 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone..🤗.

    I use that as well to wash up..but I still fill the sink with hot water and lots of bubbles..I use to many bubbles sometimes...It relaxes my hands and well I just like soapy bubbly water...especially when the bubbles get those beautiful colours in them....shhh our secret..don’t tell anyone...I still buy and play with bubble makers,.i pretend it’s for my fur babies..but it’s really for me.😂😂🧼..

    Slow cooked meal are great, the meat comes out so soft, and the vegetables tastes vegetabley... 😆...I

    In winter we don’t seem to drink as water, moreso coffe, tea, milo etc...I always take a bottle of water to bed with me...My Dr told me a glass of water before bed and a glass of water before rising...because our bodies go long hours without fluids when we sleep....If we wake and have our first fluids being coffee, tea, milo etc,..we are only dehydrating ourselves more....a glass of water first before your coffee beautiful honeyheart..

    Betty told me the people who own the property across the road from me..is fixing the fences getting ready to bring the cows back...I can’t wait...I miss talking to them..I took some mooning lessons from the last lot of cows they had in their....So I am getting really good with my moo ing...oh that’s cow language...😂..just in case you weren’t sure..

    Sleep as much as you need lovely bbff..I’m always holding your hands 🤝, and 👀 out for you....because I do really love 💖 and care for you heaps....🌜🐻🤗🌛...

    My care, love and warm hugs to everyone...🦋💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🌛🕊🌱🦋🌛...

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    20 April 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩

    Love and care so much about you sweetyheat 💜

    I'll be back huns.

    I reached out to help friends and ease the load. Seems I said the wrong thing! I've been told and told too much actually! Feel outnumbered disappointed & don't understand what I said wrong to the friend ..it was relevant. Pfftt

    Feeling pretty slacked off hurt and useless tbh 😐

    Really love you Grandz.

    Catch you later lovely 😢

    Thanks for your beautiful cheery post.

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜🤝👀⚘👩‍❤️‍👩

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    20 April 2020 in reply to demonblaster
    Dearest Aunty Deebstah,

    If there is one thing in this world that you are not: useless.

    Your zest for life amd compassion and basic all-round awesomeness shines through. Always!!!

    Please!! don't be disheartened!!

    Lots of love,

    🌻tweets xo

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    20 April 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hell Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩, Birds , and everyone..🤗..

    Deebi....honey as Birdy said...there is no way ever that your useless...🤗..

    Im very proud of you that you reached out to help someone in need....you speak through your beautiful heart honey..I’m sorry that they made you feel slacked off, hurt and useless..your not any of those..please never think or feel those things about you...you could never ever hurt anyone...I know you too well...what you said was relevant, sweetyheart....maybe they were just hurting to much to understand and feel your care....

    Deebi..you would be the very first person to put your hand up to help anyone that needs help...That’s because you have a heart of gold....

    Please don’t let that berating Beasty into your head..telling you lies...listen to us..we know you..we love you and care for you because of your golden heart, unselfish, compassionate, kind, caring and beautiful soul...

    Big, big, big hug beautiful bbff...🐻🤗🐻🤗🐻🤗...I love you......and your beautiful friends here love you as well...

    Sending you my deepest love, care, kind thoughts and hugs..🦋🌹💜🐻🤗..pubaok....yadimh...

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🕊🌱💖🌹..

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    21 April 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩......🤗..

    I felt so much the need to call in to see how you’re feeling today..and also to let you know how very much I love and care for you...

    Please don’t listen to Beasty...he lies honey..you’ve told me that so many times..I thought I would call in to remind of [IT]xx and it’s lies...

    I off to bed now..I had a big day..before I go I wanted to wish you a beautiful and peaceful sleep tonight...I’m hoping with all my hope beautiful bbff...that when you wake and start your new day you’ll remember ...what an incredibly beautiful, compassionate, kind, loving, caring, outstanding person you really are...🌹🕊🌱..

    Good night honey..close your eyes 👀, listen 👂 intently..Just tucking you in. and fluffing your pillow..I’ll leave these 🎧, on your bedside table just in case you need them...

    Okay..just relax with your eyes closed....in no time at all you’ll drift of to sleep..and a 1...and a 2...and a 3..🎼🎺🎷🎹🎤🥁🎸 🎵🎼🎤....

    Lullaby and goodnight, with roses bedight

    With lilies o'er spread is Deebi’s cute bed

    Lay thee down now and rest, may thy slumber be blessed

    Lay thee down now and rest, may thy slumber be blessed

    Lullaby and goodnight, youre bbff’s delight

    Bright angels beside my Deebi’s abide

    They will guard thee at rest, thou shalt wake and be refreshed.

    They will guard thee at rest, thou shalt wake and be refreshed..

    Good night Deebi...and all listeners...🛌..

    Much deep SSS love and care...4 eva..🌹🕊👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🐻🤗💖..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy....🕊🌱🌹..

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    25 April 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone...🤗.

    Awe Deebi..3 more carbuncles....That’s so saddening....I was hoping they finished...I’m wondering what’s causing them..been thinking a lot today...wondering if since you found your beautiful Mr. Deebi if you’ve started eating, drinking anything different....or changed your washing powder, or soap, or shampoo, conditioner...face cream, perfume, moisturiser..etc...poor honey..are they going to be lanced or taken out?...

    I know your saying your okay, and I believe you, but I’m still concerned..don’t know just a feeling inside me...

    Please lovely Very best beautiful forever friend...please be okay...and if you need to talk I’m always here for you...Wish and hoping one day I’ll be there with you and Mr. Deebi...💜🦋👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    I know your in recovery and not wanting to bother you too much here..please just relax and be very gentle and loving towards yourself...and sleep as much as you need to...

    4eva your in my heart precious friend..with love, care, respect and many 💭 throughout the days and nights..

    Sending you much love, care, kind thoughts and love..pubaok....👼🦄🕊🌱🦋💜🐻🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🌜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🐩🐕🐆🐅👨‍💼🌛..our family..💜..

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    5 May 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    How are you?..

    Did I say wrong on here...or talk to much...If I did I’m sorry..

    Please if I did....let me know...I don’t know...

    Don’t you want to talk to me here anymore...😢..

    No pressure dearest bbff...just concerned..

    Love you..💜🐻🤗..

    Grandy...

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    5 May 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Ahh beautiful Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩💜🤗

    Never never never have you said anything wrong oh sweety I cherish your posts. Our friendships so strong deep and loving 💜

    So sorry lovey that you thought you'd done wrong honestly no. I adore you and your company.

    Huns I'm not long up I'll have brekky and bbs sweet darling friend.

    Love you so deeply dear friend you're the best 😚

    🌜👩‍❤️‍👩💜👼👨‍⚕️😍🐩🐆🐕🐶🏠🌛

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    5 May 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩......🐻🤗..

    Thank you so much for saying I didn’t say wrong...and our friendship is strong deep and loving...💜..

    I wanted to pop in and wish you a good restful sleep bbff..
    Good night precious friend...pubaok..sss..yadimh...Love you..🕊🌱🦄👼🌹🦋💜💜..

    Care, love and hugs..🌹💜🤗..
    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...

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    5 May 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hi Dear Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩🤗 Birdy Paws Monkey and everyone 🖐

    Thank you for all your beautiful comforting posts they were so nice. You're lovely people 🤗

    Tweety good seeing you sweety thank you darlin 🤗

    Dear Grandy I really am sorry it took so long and that you felt how you did. Love you so much your posts always have light in them you're such a darling.
    The poem was gorgeous sweetyheart. Loved the build up to it too you're a classic 🤗💜

    After a couple of days I self reasoned and let the ouch drop because I feel I did the right thing although apparently not and though I don't understand why I'm ok but reluctant. At least not hovering on it. Good for me not to.

    I rave on about mania as anyone would. Another thing I was aware of was thinking out of the box up to 3/4 further thoughts on things it was great and with so much peace.
    As much as it being superb even as mentioned the liwest highs hypomania still completely wipe you or me anyway. It still took a couple or wks to get back.

    It's been so nice wow like a holiday having several days without 🤕headaches till today. Had another sleep and its still floating around.

    The downs are still hard work but nothing like before.
    Being with Mr beautiful is making such a difference. He's a very lovely easy love to be with I'm very happy with the darling man. Makes a huge difference a huge void filled. Adore him.
    I think beautiful people here including my bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 meds and personal progress have all helped too because I was very happy and loved very much my late darling as well.

    I hope to find what I started a while ago it was a BP entry.

    Thanks lovelies very much 🤗 you're all so appreciated 💗

    Grandy love I don't know what I'd do without you truly.
    Love you very very much dear sss yAdimh pubAok awyis 🏠👭So hope one day honeyheart

    🌜👨‍⚕️😍👩‍❤️‍👩💜🗯✨👼👭🏠🦋🌹🌛

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    5 May 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩....🤗.

    Im feeling a little bad now...I was concerned that you were not well as thinking I said wrong....I’m sorry honey..

    I wanted so much to talk to you...but I was scared as well that I would have been in trouble because I have posted 3 in a row....and I might have been talking to much....

    Im so happy to read that you have felt some peace with your bp...It takes work and your doing a good job...So proud of you honey...

    Its beautiful to hear that you love Mr.Deebi so much and he fills a void in your life..I am happy for you..I have come to realise that you are my my bbff and filling a void in my life...others here as well....my bbff...I need you...I shouldn’t have put pressure on you...to fill my void....It’s just that I care about you and I need to care for someone...

    Mania is good, I don’t get that many..my bp seems to sit in depression more then anything else..when I do get mania I feel great on top of the world, which doesn’t last long...I’m okay with that though....

    Its okay honey..no need to reply..I’m just so happy that you are okay and enjoying your time with Mr.Deebi...He sounds like the best medicine in the world for you..

    Please look after you dearest bbff...forever in my heart 💓 and 💭...Love you deeply bbff...SSS...🐻🤗🕊🌱💜🦋🌹.

    Care, love and hugs to all readers & posters..🌹💜🤗🦋.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...pubaok 🌹👼🦄. 🕊🌱

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    6 May 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey there gorgeous Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩🤗 and all ☺

    Dear Grandy you're such a beautiful caring soul. What a score having you as my bestest bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 thank you honey.

    My back still everytime I get up clicks thank goodness a lot less pain it hurts sometimes but not all but horrid feeling.

    The mid backs been hurting again and this is the 2nd time my shoulder arms hurting from my neck 😟 goes right down my arm. Meds help but need sleep after having them.

    Otherwise ok thanks honeyheart 😄 just dandy ...wait up... 🍫...yip am now..wanna share with Mr Deebi 😍and I beautiful sss.

    You too Grandy have filled a void for me too. Between you both I feel more whole again.

    Can't explain how the AD's are helping I think but dull some parts although I'm still happy and me it really is hard to explain.

    You don't put pressure on me sweetyheart 🤗 truth lovey. Adore you dear friend. Love you so much.

    I remember and feel for you not having much mania. What a shame hun. Hard work both ways but wow those highs.

    He really is great medicine he's a sweety just like you beautiful friend 🤗

    I'm going to have another pill darl so I'll pop off and play some games watch TV and sleep again later.

    Hope you're feeling brighter now beautiful lady. You're such a lovely person I'm so lucky to have you caring about me and very much vice versa gorgeous darling.

    Tons of love time and care honeyheart and to you beautifuls out there as well 🤗

    Thanks sweetyheart. Sleep well darlin Grandz 💗✨👼

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜😚🔥💗👭🍫🦋😍🗯

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    7 May 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..and all....🤗..

    It’s so good about hearing how your feeling..but sad that your arm/neck and back is still giving you some hurts...If it hurts honey yeah take the meds and sleep..we don’t much feel physical or mental hurt when we’re sleeping...I can’t believe that I slept 12 hours last night...Although I was over tired after having to mow those blasted weeds again,,,still could sleep more but I want some day before it’s night again....

    I think honey that the Ad’s just help us to try to take the edge of the deep ness we visit at times...sometimes they do..sometimes they don’t...I think the professionals believe they are wonder drugs...haha but no they are not..it still takes a lot of work from the one taking them to make them work at all....I mean we just can’t take them..then bingo we are great..we have to work along with them to get some sort of benefit...Just my thoughts..

    I’m feeling okay Deebi...I don’t think it gets better then this for me..been a couple of years on these Ad’s..They must have reached their peak performance by now... It’s up to me now I guess...

    Oh O...I played Homescapes for a couple of hours straight last night..because I got unlimited lives for 2 hours...😂😂..I like designing the house in the game...

    I hope today is a nice happy day for you and your gorgeous Mr.Deebi...

    Tons of love back to you..bbff..SSS..🦋💜🐻🤗🦄👼..and Thank you for sharing your chocolate 🍫😂..with you bbff..I have chocolate seeds that I’m going to plant today..fingers crossed that we get a chocolate 🍫 🌲....unlimited chocolate..I’ll let you know how it’s going and if it grows...

    Big love honey..💓💜🐻🤗..

    Care, kindness, love and hugs to everyone..🦋🌹💜🤗..

    🤗Grandy..🦄👼 🕊🌱..

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    7 May 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey there beautiful Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 and good people ☺🖐

    You're such a lovely Grandy thank you so much for being such a caring friend and always there 🤗

    We went a few days without much day sleeps but have been again. The pills knock me about and I guess pain too. True in sleep the pain subsides but it is good to see daylight too agreed.

    Oh we had a walk the other day had to stop a few times but was good. I need to go more often. Nah thought achilles was settling its not maybe need an op don't know. I'll see into it when the covid settles. The walk was lovely want to again.

    Hey that sounds awesome making a house. Great having unlimited lives for a while isn't it. Good on you huns. They're fun the games. Starting to get Mr beautiful Deebi into them they're neat. Relaxing.

    I like and agree honey what you said about AD's that's true. It all takes a lot of work doesn't it. Thank goodness it passes it's never easy.

    Oh hun how good it'd be to grow chocolate oh have you had Lindt choccy omg tongue out..slurp..they're beautiful esp if room temp you get the juice from the round ones when you bite them mmmm.

    Ok my beautiful have another 🤕 that's nearly gone just lingering somewhat and needed another med for shoulder but thats settled thank yay.

    Hey still got your 🎁 in the shop being prepared polished shaped and arranged so don't think I've forgotten sweety love.

    Tons and tons my lovely and to the beautiful kind friends here 🤗🍫

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    7 May 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hey Hey DB :-)

    I noticed you mentioned the shoulder issue.....ugh! Besides being on AD's now my shoulder is clunking and clicking and painful.....omg...Isnt it fun getting 'older'?

    Bear Hugs for you DB...always...

    Hope you are doing okay DB...Paul

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    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩, Paul...and all....🤗..

    Its nice hearing you went for a walk the other day..they are nice out where you live..I remember you found a nice quiet beach not that long ago..so good to go treasure hunting in the bushy areas as well as the beach when you walk...I found a little plastic leopard once years ago..I still have it...Some nice shiny rocks on the sand at Cullburra beach a few times....To far for me to go to the beach..love the salty air smell....

    Hun..sorry your Achilles is still sore..yes maybe good idea to check it out when next at your Dr..umm your neck, back as well...will be good to talk about to Dr as well...not pushing you beautiful friend just suggesting....You know while your there..why not?..

    Oh I watered the chocolate seed today..were expecting a little rain tonight/tomorrow..the rain water is magical on seedling..fingers crossed....

    Poor your head..I’m wondering if neck causes your headaches...Not sure but I know when I strain my neck or shoulders...head starts as well...bit like Beasty the head....first chance it gets it joins in for a pain party..so not fair poor Deebi🤗..maybe a nice cool damp cloth across the back of your neck....

    Oh Paul...yes isn’t it so much fun getting older....aches and pains on top of each other..🤗..

    Rest Deebi...all you need to....honestly it’s okay here about replies....Even though I want to a hundred times a day...I feel bad talking to you..because your probably thinking..you now need to post back..but it’s okay..no pressure at all...my bad....I’m too clingy....I know that...🙇‍♀️..

    Deep Love 💕, with big 🐻 🤗...and my care and kind thoughts 💭 bbff....

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy.....🦄👼....

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    8 May 2020 in reply to blondguy

    Hi there lovely Pauly my dear bbff Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩🤗 and everyone ☺

    So nice to see you Pauly thanks for your time budz.

    It sure is a trial gaining yrs wow doesn't the bod throw it at us.

    My shoulder pain comes from a neck injury. Presses on a nerve and goes down my arm 😲😪 no joy.

    I really hope you're going ok with the AD's matey and that you're getting some reprieve. I know how hard it gets. Wishing you well always Pauly ☺🤗

    Hey my gorgeous bbff 🤗
    First up my dear friend please don't ever think you say too much or are clingy no no no never have I thought that or felt pressured from you I really love being with you. Your friendship and company honey are absolute magic truly. We're one 💜🤝

    It is so beautiful here and peaceful. People are usually friendly here and I think even more with the covid restrictions. Nice I like a smile hi and quick chats.
    Love every moment with Mr beautiful Deebi 😍 Grandy he's a gentle sweet man very easy to be with and love. It's good having walks with him too.

    How lovely the plastic leopard that you still have. Oh Grandz if we were rl you could be here right at the beach 😢 one day sweetheart I so hope.

    ☺ you're gorgeous huns when I spoke recently about carbuncles (almost choofed thx to antibiotics) I mentioned my back again. It was a phone call consult. He sent the request a bit ago though so that's a start.
    Shame I thought it was healing the foot but evidentally not.

    Cool I'll send a sprinkle ☄ of special 🍫growing fertiliser. And a LOT of encouragement and kind words.

    Yes hun the 🤕 they've said are from my neck. (Gp's)
    The entire backs a big mess including the neck.

    Huge love care affection and eternal friendship my dear friend.
    You are one of the most beautiful people Grandy.
    Adore you and want you to pubAok honeyheart. Lysvm awyis yadimh sss

    Everyone please be ok 🤗☺

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    9 May 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi🤗 and all...🤗...

    Im just about heading off to bed now..just wanted to call in to say good night precious friend...

    The rain never fell over my home today...I did have the pleasure watching it fall over the mountains in the background....can’t see much, the mountains disappeared into the black clouds and looked hazy as the rain fell...I could smell the rain...

    I wish so much that we could go treasure hunting along the beach together, or in a a bushy reserve somewhere..we would have so much fun....

    Sweetyheart...I’m sorry about your foot...I wonder if crutches would help you when you went for a walk..or your walking stick..just to keep some pressure off it....Maybe still is in its way out..I remember a day or two, a few hours without pain for a while before it ran away.....hoping so much that it choof’s off quickly..

    The seeding sprout today...the leaves are pink and white...which is very strange...I’ll keep my 👀 on it...

    Thank you saying you don’t find me clingy..or no pressure..I miss you a lot at times....I go into a fantasy land many times going on walks with you, watching the stars with you, cooking dinner together....It’s like your spirit is here with me....Maybe I don’t make any sense at all....Idk..

    Its good the carbuncles are nearly choofed off...Without surgery or lancing....any idea honey what caused/causing them..?

    Good night precious bbff..alway yadimh, lysvm...24/7 pubaok..Love you and cherish our friendship... 🌹👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🌹

    Giving you this lavender scented 🧸 teddy bear..she’s so soft and fluffy...and really cute..When you wind the little key at the back..she plays “weightless”..to put you into a deep and beautifully calming sleep...

    My care, love and hugs everyone...🦋💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🦄👼🕊🌱..

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    9 May 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey beautiful Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩🤗 and everyone 🖐☺

    Always so good seeing you lovely one. Oh loven the fantasy times doing things together that's so lovely hun. I too have imagined us here or your place or on the beach. Oh hun I'd love too. Love our time.

    My darling can smell the rain too lovey. Would have been pretty cool seeing it over the mountains for as long as you could. What a spectacular view those mountains.

    😆 I thought you were mucking about the choccy seeds. So they're real are they. They sound pretty too. Yip keep your 👀 on them honeyheart how neat.

    I think because I've done so little walking then when I do pfftt. Wish it'd rack off the Achilles been ages.

    Well doc said in the nose and under the nails harbor the staph germs so I've been using an ointment for under my nails and in the nose. Also going to have a thorough blood test must get cracking and get it done.

    Thanks Grandy for always being so beautiful and caring. You really are a fantastic caring loving friend.

    I was wondering how Mrs neighbours widdle chicks are going hoping you've seen the gorgeouses. And when you have the holter monitor. Think about you a lot sweety Grandz 😚

    Oh that's so cute the Teddy thank you beautiful I love it. I bought it over to yours to put you to sleep too 💜🤝

    Hope your days been a better one darlin and that everyone's has been good too.

    Love you very much Mrs beautiful bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩💜 appreciate you and the lovelies here so much 🤗

    Sleep well huns you must have really needed that 12 hrs yesterday poor love. Glad you got a big one.

    You're 🦄 🤝🍫✨🔥🦋🌹🏠😍☄

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    11 May 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Heel Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and all...

    I remember having a swab of my nose done for my boils..yes they said staph..but I never agreed with them..I know for me it’s fresh whipped cream...I get boils when I have coffee frappes or cream cake...um..it doesn’t stop me from indulging once in a while though....

    The choccy tree is fantasy..it’s about 3’ tall now..and has pink and white little pillows growing all over it...I decided I would try them to see how funny the chocolate tasted..ooops..The choccy’s turned out to be soft fluffy marshmallows....They are yummy...maybe we can trade some chocolates 🍫 with our gentle Peppy for some marshmallows..oh they other way around..Chocolate coated marshmallows are yummy...🤪🥳..like a party in our mouths😂..

    Mrs. neighbour..I haven’t spoken too much..She has a friend visit her most days..The chickens would be grown up by now..she will keep those one and menu the older ones, she does the same with her ducks and ducklings...sad..but it’s how she grew up as a child..I don’t judge her or anyone..People live differently everywhere around the world, and we have to accept that..

    Hmmm..yes my bbff..you need to look after you as best you can and get the blood test done ASAP....an hour or two to get blood tests done sweetheart could end the pain of those carbuncles..🤗👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    Teddy 🧸, helped me to sleep as well..so thank you honey..

    Its hitting zero tonight..Love been snuggled up under my doona, and feeling snuggly warm..

    Love you bbff...one day beautiful friend, maybe these 🤗🤗🤗🤗..will be real...I’ve sprinkled some angel dust on those 4 hugs..so you can feel my love and care go deep into your heart and soul...🌹💜🦋👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🧸🤗..

    My love, care and hugs to everyone..💜🦋🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🦄👼..

    ps..Good night everyone...stay warm and hoping you sleep well..🛌💤💤💤

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    12 May 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hiya bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all you lovelies out there 🤗

    Uh oh I've been giving you a fair few ☕ Frappes oopsy.
    The goody about virtual is the tastes there but the naughties no.

    No joy are they boils. I heard Carbuncles are a cluster of boils ick

    😄 I love the fantasy 🍫 tree. At first I thought fantasy then asked Mr Deebi 😍 the gorgeous about seeds and we weren't sure 😆.
    So cool can't wait for those gorgeous choccy marshmallow pillows to grow bigger. Yummm. Love the choccy Santas they're marshmallow too mmmm.
    I reckon our sweety Peppy would help us out eh.
    Oh think I saw a polk a dot leaf there. Liked the colours Purple blue and Red
    Hang on I'll just dive into our 💼..ahh there it is 🖌 now we can 🎨 create some more.

    Oh so you haven't seen much of Mrs neighbour. Yip that's right everyone has there way of living. You're a good lady Grandy I like how you respect people and their ways.

    Yip just waiting a couple of days when I'm choccy free before the blood test my gorgeous. I will get it done soon pwomishh ☺🙄

    Ahh so glad Teddy helped with your sleep precious friend it's a very special little part of our beautiful family 🤗

    Yikes zero hun ❄hope you're all nicely snuggled up in your warms beautiful 👙👡 there you go that should help. I knitted them in .23 seconds.

    Oh let's hope precious they 🤗🤗🤗🤗 become real one day.
    So much love care affection and 🗯 my darling bbff oh and boo back ya gorgeous 😚

    PubAok lysvm yAdimh dear friend. You're so VERY important in my life beautifulheart.

    Nigh nite 😴 everyone hope your sleeps are really nice and peaceful.
    Good days to follow lovely ones ☺👋

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    13 May 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..and all.....🤗..

    Did you mention chocolate coated Santa marshmallows....I love them so much...can’t stop at one though...I remember once when I had an indoor fireplace I stuck one on a skewer and warmed it up...not knowing how hot inside gets..I burnt my mouth a lot....I don’t do that anymore😂..

    I think Peppy will swap...all depends if our lovely Peppy likes marshmallows...

    I nearly got you both with my plant 🌱...😁..The polka dot leaf..with purple..blue and red..I’ll leave for you..wonder what mix of flavours that will be...

    Its good hearing that you’ll do your blood test soon..ha ha Chocolate free..I won’t tell them you waited.....because that mean hopefully a visit to you Dr..then you can mention your neck/arm etc...Although my Dr. is doing only by Tele Health now..not sure if yours is or not..Loved that you pwomishh me..💜🌹..

    S..(ww)...asked me if I want to go with her on Monday to the Buddhist temple/ house..they live their....Its like a commune....for some meditation..looking forward to that...

    People are all different from each other..respect is required for their way of living their life...

    I hope it’s not to cold where you’re living..Although I think the coastal areas are warmer then inland..but I think the sea breeze would be cold though...

    Thank you for the warm 👙👡..you’re getting quicker at knitting..not even a full second..😁...

    Hope today was good for you beautiful bbff...and you done something nice for you..and Mr. B as well...He sounds very caring toward you....

    Going for a bath soon with a bath bomb..it’s smells nice..it’s a purple one...

    Love you to the heavens & back..💜🤗🦋🌹.My bbff..🧸🤗. Please take good care of yourself...🦋🌹💭🍫..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🌱🕊..

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    13 May 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hi there bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all lovelies 🤗

    Always so lovely talking with you sweetyheart you have a lovely bounce, yip hard to explain but it's uplifting. Thank you for your beautiful visit friendship and company 🤗

    Oh they're the bomb aren't they. Oh no you poor love I can imagine the pain burning your mouth oh darlin ouch badly.

    I think if we give Peppy a polk a dot leaf she might give us a stash of 🍫 what'ya reckon Floss. We could flutter our eye lashes ...gotta find some.. 😇

    So glad you liked my winter knitting 👙👡 yes they didn't take long but gotta say the cramps only just wearing off 🤜 but you know when you care so deeply anythings worth the pain 🙃

    Wow that sounds awesome going to the temple to meditate. I think that'd be very good for you sweety being around nice calm people. Be nice to have some company and the learning would be a boom. So glad you're looking forward to that. Good girl.

    It's starting to cool a bit hun Mr Deebi feels it more than me. I like it cool and often think about the cool on your face. Freezing where you are geesh I might need to knit you some more goodies. Have to buy more needles they keep melting with my extreme speeds.

    He's such a sweety to be around Grandz a very gentle lovable soul absolutely adore him 😍 thanks Grandy 😚 After a few nudges of gentle persuasion 😄 he gave me some 🍫 that of course I'd eaten my share 😆 oh he's so sweet and cute

    We sleep often but quite happy to and enjoy eachothers company we're barely apart. I considered a walk for us today but didnt. Did though go to the supermarket over the last couple days so a bit of movement there.

    Oh that sounds really nice your bath 💣 enjoy that sweetyheart and I hope you have a beautiful pain free ouch you poor love it's rough waking in pain isn't it. What a shame honey. Colder weather stirs up pain too. I wonder if heat packs could ease it a bit lovey

    Love you so very much beautiful sss friend. Nice to the heavens & back ☺

    You're really so so lovely thank you for being you gorgeous love 🤗

    Goodnight everyone 😴 sweety dreams ⚘

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    Hello. Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..and everyone....🤗..

    What ya up to bbff....

    I think our gentle Peppy would love a polka dotted marshmallow...After all it’s a one off and very unique like Peppy...I have teeny weeny eye lashes...need a magnifying glass 🔍 to see mine😂...

    Awe poor Mr. Deebi...here you go honey..I made him a 🧣 scarf for his neck...a beanie 🧢 for his head..a warm blankly like ours and some socks 🧦...all knitted in a mixed coloured wool 🧶 ...with blues, grey, black and just a touch of pink..all in 3 minutes and 0.4 seconds...my hands are getting slower at knitting..Not like you bbff...melting the knitting needles 😂...Hey that’s a good way to start a fire if your stranded in the Bush.😁..Instead of rubbing sticks together...

    Thats okay about the walk....when you’re ready honey...I walked/crawled/slipped and sliced on a walk yesterday with the newbie from work......it was so funny...

    I like that your are nearly inseparable..I’m so happy for you both..🌹🌹..

    The bath 🛀 💣 are really relaxing...and nicely scented..but I prefer bubbles more and so do my furs😂..

    I remember last winter the same happened with hip/groin...Thank you bbff I forgot about my hot water bottles that I have more then one..so I filled a couple..one at my feet and I layer on one, on my sorest side..it helped..What would I ever do without you honey..😘..

    Pubaok...so much love and care for you precious friend..💜🦋🌹🤗🤗🧸🤗..yadimh...and 💭 24/7...please look after you...with love and kindness...beautiful friend..

    Care, love and hugs beautiful people..🦋💜🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..🕊🌱🦄👼🧸🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫

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    Dear Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 hi all other lovelies🤗

    You're such a dose of light aren't you. Absolute pleasure knowing and loving you thank you for a beautiful visit darlin lady as always. Love your friendship and company.

    Oh Grandy I've done more drawing a couple of times and will soon too again and not in BP woot 🎉🎈🎊💃

    We didn't yesterday but had a lovely 😴 sarvo. So nice warm and snuggly.

    I've been wanting to walk but we went grocery yesterday and was just a few things but wore dif shoes 👠 .. 😆 now the heels really complaining. Daghh. I feel a bit slacko not walking but hope to get back into it. Suspect heel will need an op. We'll see how it goes.

    Back still has to click at least once getting up. I'm careful. At least the pains less. Does hurt these days but easier. It's when it'll click gets you waiting for it. Bit 😐

    😂 dear darling Mr Deebi said thank you for all his clothes he's lovely and warm now. Wow you're doing very well with your knitting I'm quite impressed I must say dear love oh and that splash of Pink was quite the touch 😆 you're a classic beautiful one.

    Yes I think Peppy would be cool about the 3D copy of the polk-a-dot mallow. Btw she's sending me an invoice ...you still have those return to sender envelopes do you. There's a good girl 😊

    Cool you did that walk 😆 sounds like quite a workout darlin nice going. So pleased you had that time with her she sounds nice. Apart from getting crook that is poor love.

    I'm so pleased hearing you got a bit of relief from the hotties. That pain sounds really bad you poor love. So many parts of our bodies can cause us grief isn't there.

    Same beautiful what would I do without my bbff 🤗 SO much love and care sweetyheart. PubAok lysvm yAdimh precious love

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    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone...🤗..

    🚜...💨...💨💨..I’m Please Mr Deebi..is nice and warm now and liked the genuine hand knitted clothes..with a touch of pink..😁..

    Oh no...different shoes and your foot started hurting again...poor my bbff...Maybe operation...Sweety..If I was their with you I would have taken you to the doctor ages ago..Please don’t put your health on hold...it’s so not worth it...You need to take the best care of you that you can...always...🤗💚..

    My Dr. told me once.... because you’re getting older, doesn’t mean you should get aches and pains.. they are not a symptom of growing old...

    The walk was hard to do...The area around her property is untouched bushland..So very beautiful..okay in winter to walk..Not summer though...too many snakes I would think in the bush...

    Cant keep my eyes open precious friend..I think I need to go to bed now...Good night bestest ever bbff in the whole world..Love you stashes....💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🦋🤗🌹..big bear 🐻 🤗..

    Night night everyone..care, love and hugs...🦋💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🦄👼...🕊🌱...

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    Heya bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩🤗 and all 😊

    😆 loved the puffs of smoke from vroom ya gorgeous 🚜 oh I love your vroom actually love ours they're absolute Gold.

    Yes darlin the beautiful clothes are gorgeous and the splash of Pinks just ducky 🤗 you're a cracker

    Yes I know you would hun I have been to doc but must get back. I like what that doc said about aches and pains I've been thinking about that.

    I reckon that's wise about snakes in summer there. I'm so happy for you going to hers and the meditation hun can't stop thinking about it. Good onya Grandy 🤗

    We got outta bed late again but had early morning off too sleep. Yip must get into better sleeping. Not everyday we have a nanny nap but most of the time which are lovely.

    I haven't been back to drawing but am keen to so will.

    Gut feeling says it's ok but at the same time is a bit of a concern that I've had some days of at times a decent lot of ... well let's say I'm well and truly past the monthlies. Could be the fibroids but I'll do a telehealth sometime soon.

    Still doing the jigsaw not overfussed on the picture we were given it with the others.

    Hope you're good Grandy and everyone 🤗☺

    Lysvm yAdimh pubAok honeyheart sss. Love stays and grows with beautifuls like you 😚

    Hope everyones days are good 👩‍❤️‍👩💜🤝🚜🍫🍎😍✨🎄😴

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