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Topic: Surviving: Being in a better place

  1. Ggrand
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    20 June 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩....and everyone...🤗..

    I hope your blood tests went good and not too sore for you..

    I’ll come with you and mr Deebi..on your hospital appointment....I’ll bring all my Doctoring equipment...just in case..I’ve made up a Drs bag 🧰...and put some things in it..💉💊🔬...🦠oops not that....just in case a 🚬 to calm me down...You’ll be okay honey...I’ll take good care of you...🤗..

    I hope your feeling good bbff...Love you sss...yadimh and always 💭...👭💜🦋🧸🤗..

    Good night Deebi....I hope your dreams are positive and beautiful..and your sleep is refreshing...🐩🐕🐆🐅..Big cuddles from my furs to your furs..

    Love and hugs everyone..💜🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🕊🌱

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    20 June 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    🤗 Grandy Floss 👩‍❤️‍👩 hi everyone 😀

    ☺ You're a sweety aren't you yes thanks the blood went fine she was brilliant.

    😂 Love so much that you're coming with us hope they don't need the seat that Mr 😍 will have. Happy it's so quick for the appt. Not too far off.

    Wow sleeping or what phooey. Mr gorgeous gets up earlier than me but then most of the world would 😅. Then arvo one together. We were so content last night holdi g hands watching tv so it was quite late then as has been happening poor loves leg hurts quite often. I massage that seems to help but horrid times in the wee hrs.

    😅 You're so gorgeous with your Dr's bag love all your goodies. 😂 🚬 for you 😂 you're the best hun. We laughed at your antics. Adore you blossom 🤗 Geez I wish you too could come with us.

    Thank you for your beautiful visit.

    Oh we had a little out again with Mr l😍ves housemates and yum takeaways but ate there.

    Good thanks beautiful just troubles getting out of bed and I love Mr 😍 company and TV or if we shopping or out etc. Dunno. So comfy cosy.

    Love you Mrs Grandy thank you for such an incredible close friendship worth every bit of choccy in the world.

    You too lovey sleep well huns everyone that's our main strength in enough sleep.

    🗯👀👩‍❤️‍👩💜💗👀👂🤝

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    22 June 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Dearest Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    I hope you are feeling well honey...Mentally and physically..

    If it’s okay bbff I’ll bbt...My eyes don’t want to stay open...Im tired..I needed to pop in and wish you a lovely deep sleep with some beautiful dreams...before I can go to sleep...

    Love to you my dearest bbff..💜🤗🦋🧸🤗🕊🧸🐕..

    Good night Deebi....💜...and everyone.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🛵🌪🌪. 🏍💨💨💨🚁

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    22 June 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hi sweety bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all nice people 👋

    You're a sweety and so tired but you came in to say goodnight 😴

    Thanks darlin. Yikes hurt my back last nignt getting dressed after shower god it hurt and today pretty average hard walking but can. Had a 💊 later we slept and it caught twice more after being up 😨😢 dear Mr 😍 helping me.

    Otherwise good huns thanks.

    Love you heaps beautiful friend pubAok yadimh awyis bbff lysvm

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜🐩🐕🤝🗯👂🤝👀💗😨

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    23 June 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone...🤗,

    Awe.... I’m sorry you hurt your back again...To much pain for you on a daily basis...I’m upset that the Drs, aren’t looking into it further and helping you more then they are...They should be investigation why the pain comes and work out a way to fix it for you....

    Thats okay to sleep as much as you can..would a pillow each side of you help a little by keeping you more still plus the pillow maybe help with a bit of support...

    I love take a way fish n chips..can’t buy here, takes half hour to get home, then they are cold and greasy..Don’t like reheated fish or chips....I’m pleased you enjoyed your take a way....

    I had my pelvis and hips x - ray today...now have to wait for results to get in...

    Hun I’m concerned about you big hospital appointment...I will definitely be coming with you..even if I have to ride my 🚜, or 🚲 and tie it to the bumper bar of the bus...or maybe I can put a chair on the top of the bus..then tie it down..put my blanket you made me around my shoulders and be like granny in the Beverly Hillbillies...(loved that show)...

    Good night precious friend..big love and care bbff..💜🧸🤗🦋🕊..

    I hope you sleep good and deeply..Here you go honey 2 very soft fluffy 💭💭 pillows to protect your back...Scented with Jonquils...

    kind thoughts with love and hugs everyone..🦋💜🤗🕊.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🕊🌱..

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    23 June 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    😊bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all hiyaz 👋

    You're a love arent you precious friend.

    You're so sweet being worried for me pretty sure this appt coming up is for back/neck so not long. They did a full MRI there so have fairly recentish xrays.

    Oh it's rare I don't finish a post from you smiling or laughing you're a classic. Good ole Granny I watched it but found it a bit depressing the hillbillies. Love the look tho hun 😂 you're sweet coming with us. I hope Mr 😍 gets to come if they don't need the seat. Be devo'd if not. Yes lovey I think the 🚜 & 🚲 together should do the job. You're such a dear friend thank you.

    Oh and how good are those pillows just love them thanks so much hun and how sweet Jonquil scent. Ohh heaven. They really are so comfy. You're a creative clever lady aren't you my lovely one 🤗

    Yip walking a little easier. Had another med helps and hot packs. Scared to bend at all now geepers 😐 darling helps me with a lot the sweety.

    Good luck with those Xrays lovey it'll be good knowing eh. Helps with fixing. I was wondering if you had more things to have done.

    Thanks so much beautiful friend. Love you very much and care just as deeply. Hope you too get good comfy rest and well slept up.

    Nigh nite Blossom 😚🤗

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜👀👂🤝💗💤🚜😂🚲❄⚘

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    28 June 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and all....🤗.

    How are you my precious bbff.?

    Have been thinking a lot about you today..as I always do..and wanted to send to you a beautiful sparkling crystal jar, filled with some pure white pearls, they are a perfect gem for you Deebi...they symbolise for the owner Innocence, beauty, purity, and new beginnings...all the sweet beautiful traits that you have embedded into your 💓..

    I’m deeply sorry that your back is being so sore for you..I have heard that celery is good for the back inflammation. Not sure if it work on yours..being from the spine....I wish so much that I could wave a magic wand and poof..your pain and back would be all fixed....I’m sorry that’s not possible...

    Take it slowly with walking Deebi..I feel so much better that you have a strong and beautiful partner to care for you...I’m pleased that you’re nearly inseparable...👫...

    Im making you a little activity pack for your upcoming bus trip to the big hospital...not sure what I’ll put in it yet..I want to put some things in it for you to keep your mind away from Beasty and all the crap he talks, while your on your trip to hospital....

    I’m about to 👵 💤...for a little while...I hope you’ve been sleeping enough and your mental and physical health are the best they can be, so you can enjoy today..

    Thank you dearest bbff..yours always in my 💭 and my 💓..with deep love and care..

    Love and hugs..to everyone..💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..🌜🕊🌱🌛...It’s achievable..🦋💙⭐️🦉..

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    28 June 2020 in reply to Ggrand
    Hi there sweety Grandz 👩‍❤️‍👩 and everyone ☺

    As always so lovely seeing you and thank you for that beautiful jar of pearls.
    So sweet Grandy 🤗 I love them.

    Thanks so much for your support in every way and for my back.
    Ohh Grandy when it catches it's really friggen painful.
    I'm so scared getting out of bed, it's really slow or doing much at all for that matter.
    Short couple of seconds of torture then stiff fragile and so wary.

    Mentally good tho thanks hun ☺ altho the back gets to you like pain does as we know.
    How's your hip/groin btw?

    Oh darl he's such a dear precious man 👫 Thanks beautiful he's so easy to love and be with the darling 😍

    😆 you're so cute making me an activity pack.
    You're another that's incredibly easy to love. Thank you beautiful friend ☺
    Oh I keep adding things to your 🎁 but haven't made it yet properly clearly 😆
    Feel a bit stink actually cause so long waiting but definately thoughts quite often.
    I know you'd be ok about it but yeh.

    Most days we 💤 which I love and very rare it affects our night sleeps.
    I think about how well you're going getting into routine but gotta say 8am terrifies me 😂

    You too Grandz honestly always strong in my thoughts.
    Really love and care so much about you beautiful lady 💜
    I want you to know happiness peace and have confidence to do what you want lovely one 🤗

    You're absolute magic hun we have such a beautiful relationship.
    PubAok yAdimh awyis bbff lysvm.
    Couldn't ask for a better bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩💜

    Nigh nite good people 😊⚘

    👀🗯💤🎁😍👫💃😂🐻🤗🌱
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    2 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩, and everyone...🤗..

    How are you precious bbff?...

    Ive been a bit slack replying to you...Always 💭 Of you though..never a day passes that your not in my 💭, for the truth never an hour, nope half hour passes that your not in my 💭...👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💜😚..

    You’re activity’s page is coming along just fine..and will be ready for your trip into the hospital on the 8/7..Is you’re lively Mr.D able to go with you?..I hope so...if he’s not their physically he will be their with you in spirit like I will be...

    I have rung the professionals looking after you at the hospital and told them to give you their best kind and caring selves that they are..and I’ll be watching them to make sure they do..Big sister is watching out for you..👩‍🦳..

    Thats okay bbff, take your time with my 🎁..I know it comes from your beautiful heart, and will be a special treasure for me..to keep in my 💓 forever...

    Im pleased Mr Deebi likes his hat and scarf I made him..and wears it to bed nightly..that’s so cute..💂‍♀️..

    Im sorry your scared to get out of bed with you’re back..poor honeyheart, maybe if you have one of those walkers you could put it close to you and ease yourself out very slowly using the walker as support..but make sure the brakes are on or else you’ll be slipping at 100 klm per hour out to breakfast..😂..ooh..maybe I should put a super fast motor on it.😂😂..just kidding Deebi....but it is a 💭 I’ll keep in mind..

    Take good care of you my sweet sister...love you very much, you’re tucked away in my heart with a warm super soft blanket...💜🧸🤗💭..

    My Care, love and hugs everyone..🦋💜🤗..

    Grandy..🕊🌱..new beginnings are possible...

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    2 July 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey there bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and everyone ☺

    You are such a bright light gorgeous lady. As always an ear to ear smile and 😂 from Mr 😍 and I.
    Thank you beautful that was gorgeous.
    Hun you're never slack at replies please don't
    ever think that ☺ Just when you're up to huns no rush

    That's so lovely about 🗯 same here. You're one of my first on waking bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩

    😀 How cool my activity page sounds fantastic. You're a lot of fun Grandy 🤗
    Oh so pleased you rang them to be sure they behave and knowing you'll be 👀 oh that's so comforting thank you my lovely one 😆

    Yip hard getting out of bed. Very slow and careful since the last couple of catches 😨😟 about 3/4 days ago. Going ok doing that but then today just standing it caught a couple of beauties at different times Geez!
    Catches in bed at times too. It's hard yakka darl.
    At least I can walk these days.
    Before the pain was brutal 24/7 and agony moving and getting out of bed walking etc. Cruel.

    Got a neurologist telehealth on the 24th heard yesterday.
    Hope to talk about my back on Weds. They're the neuro surgeons I think for my neck but I'll try anyway.
    It's way more of a priority. Bloody painful. Ruling my life and movements.

    Walked a bit yesterday we did some shopping. Beautiful carried the bags.

    Foots hurting a lot.

    He does look cute in his hat frm what I can see mostly in the dark. The precious 😍💗

    I bought a tall walker a while back from op shop it's pretty new and have used it to lean on.
    The troubles getting out and up from bed.
    Good thoughts honeyheart thanks 🤗

    Sorry this has been a bit dreary lovely it's just it takes over doesn't it when we have pain.

    Sleeping a lot. It all takes it out of you but I'm a sleeper anyway.

    Yes all going well the love should be ok to come with me. Really hope so.

    Haha 😂 now there's a classy idea. A you beaut motorised walker. Woo hoo let's boogie baby...chooom... 🎵 what a mover she was 🎶
    Hey you could patent it 😂

    You're the best hun. Love you heaps.
    So glad to be bbff's.
    Thanks for being such a lovely person Grandy 🤗😚👩‍❤️‍👩💜

    💃🗯🕊😍🐧🤝👀🎶

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    4 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hi beautiful Deebi.🤗..

    Such a gentleman is your precious Mr.Deebi...Give him a thank you hug from me please...I love listening how he is looking after you...

    Deebi...Not sure here..but I’m sure there is an organisation that fit those handles over the top of the bed so you can pull yourself up easier....The ones they have in hospital...Better still a hospital bed would be better to help you sit up with the remote control..before you start getting out of bed...Probably me just day dreaming again..I’m not sure if they are available to buy or rent...

    Oh poor bbff’s foot..please dearest friend speak to your Dr. about..I know you can have quarter zone injected straight into the inflamed damaged area to ease it off...Betty had years ago the same..had the quarter zone and the pain never came back...Maybe...it might be something for you to really think hard about honey...Wish I could take all your hurt away...

    Deebi...honey, once pain starts to interfere with our daily lives..and limits your movements and what you have/want or need to do...It really is time to get the Drs. Professionals etc..to fully understand how much it’s impacting on your life...and start talking about what your options are...to fix these problems...and not just send you home without helping you to at least start to heal...

    I hope today was better for you bbff...

    Love you heaps, and in my 💭..💓💭.

    Care, love and hugs everyone..🦋💜🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🕊🌱🌹

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    4 July 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey gorgeous bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and any readers ☺

    Thank you sweetyheart you're such a beautiful caring soul. You're so appreciated precious 🤗

    Yip there's definately something needs to be done about the damned foot. I've heard about and seen my partner getting the needles 😲 oh baby no hurry but yip might have to.

    I thought I'd see more about it after the back visits. When the vacuum hit it ohhh cripes it hurt. Eases off then any walking stirs it again. Bit suss if something maybe torn. Maybe xrays don't know but I will look into more.

    We had a walky this eve it was nice. Had a few stops it wasnt to far but hard when I'm not used too.

    No day sleep today did the 💃instead. Good news Betty not having pain again. What a giant relief.

    I'd dearly love a remote bed huns. The screaming pain in the past and at times now is just cruel. Thought I was going ok yesterday and the mutt caught a beaut sitting down. It plays on you doesn't it.

    Hope your days been a good one honeyheart and for everyone that goes ☺

    Lots of Love dear Grandy. You too you're tucked away in my heart beautiful friend.

    You know what gets me is I can't accept how it is for us not being able to meet. I feel it's not fair. Just can't it really gets me!

    Take care precious Grandz you mean so much lovely lady 🤗😚

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜💃😍 thanks hun I did tell him the dear love looked so pleased oh he's a gorgeous love.

    🕊🌱💗🗯🐧

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    6 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Good morning beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..and everyone..🤗..

    I hope your day is as warm and sunny where you are in this beautiful universe....

    Deebi...I hope so much that you will consider the quarter zone injections..(haha..I can’t spell it)...I remember how when my foot was sore with plantar fasciitis the amount of pain it caused on my whole body....and so many tears...please honey..maybe give it a try...I know if mine ever came back again, as scared as I am of the injection I am 100% know that I would go the quarter zone shot...I’m deeply sorry that it continues to hurt for you...

    It gets me as well honey..so much wish it was different...hopefully one day, we can find each other somehow...Then the 😢 will turn into 😂...

    Not sure what your big hospital appointment is for..honey if it’s for your neck, shoulder and back...please please don’t hold back at all in letting the specialist/Dr..know just how badly it’s hurting and is interrupting your daily living....

    Its good to see the sun shining and feel the warmth from the sun on my skin...been freezing and cloudy the past few days....I’m sitting out front and the sun is very medicinal and healing....I hope you have a beautiful spot you can find to just sit down and watch the universal tv program Mother Nature has put on today...

    Your little activity page is coming along just fine..I was so happy to hear that Mr.Deebi is going with you..beautiful company makes the trip easier...

    Much Deep sisterly love 💗 and bear hugs..🧸🤗..for my bbff...🕊🌱..

    love, hugs and care everyone listening here..💜🤗🦋..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🦉🧸🦋🌈✨

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    6 July 2020 in reply to Ggrand
    Hey beautiful Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 and everyone ☺

    As always so lovely seeing you and such a gorgeous visit 🤗 thank you lovely.

    I too hope your day was beautiful and sunny too yikes sounds chilly where you are ❄ The days here are often sunny and lovely.

    Shudder yip I'll probs be wise to go the injections ick but later after these appts with neuro surgeon (this one coming) then neurologists a bit after.
    With luck I can do them both same time. Have written notes.
    I'm unsure if neck or back coming up.

    Ohh the back catches at various times. For a few days I was ok to sit in my chair slowly and Yizzaar 😲😨oohhh it caught a beauty. It makes you scared to do things. Cripes it hurts like a beep beep and beep 😄 lucky I'm being such a lady...must be asleep 😴

    Somehow huns. Geez I wish and I know you too wish 😢 we're such good besties and so close.

    I often think about you saying about the sun having goods in it for us and think I must get out in it. And when I hear the birdies or see stars same. Well I often think about you fullstop 💜 beautiful soul sissy.
    Hope you had some nice nature outside time on our veranda ✨🌞🕊🗯🤝🐶🐩

    Haha 😀 loving the sound of my activity page. You're such a treasure sweetyheart.

    Deep sisterly love back at you and 🐻🤗 precious friend.
    PubAok lysvm awyis yadimh sss bbff gg 😚💗

    Take good care Grandy love. Thank you for being such a magical awesome bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩💜

    🕊🌱✨🌞🤝💗
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    8 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi...

    Im sorry honey..I couldn’t sleep last night and been snoozing on and off all day...

    I haven’t forgot today..and I’m wishing you all the best luck in the world...

    Ohhh..Here we go beautiful bbff...

    Something to keep your mind occupied..

    Deebi’s Activity pack.....


    UNSCRAMBLE THE WORDS...
    infderphis...
    eautfbliu....
    lveertingas...


    FILL IN THE BLANKS...

    N _ _u _ e. b r_ng_ us p_ _ ce
    L _ v _ Y_ _ _ ee _ i
    Un _ _ n _ _ t io _ a _ly

    THIS ROSE 🌹HAS A RED, WHITE, LAVENDER, PINK & YELLOW PETALS...Can you write down 3 positive words, starting with the first letter of each colour for each petal?..

    NAME 5 Beautiful things you see on your trip...

    HOW MANY WORDS CAN YOU MAKE FROM MY SCRABBLED WORD.....HPISDIERNF

    DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE 10 LETTER WORD IS UNSCRAMBLED?.......

    Deep Love dearest bbff.🕊🌱🌹🦋💜🤗🧸..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy

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    8 July 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    😀 hey my beautiful bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩

    You are so gorgeous. On way home it's tricky writing while in the car so I'll catch you later sweetyheart.

    You're so sweet thank you beautiful soul

    I didnt sleep that well either. Hope you're feeling more energy gorgeous and getting good dozes 😴

    🕊🤝🌱

    Love you heaps huns 🤗😚💗

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    8 July 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Heya gorgeous aren't you clever at putting nifty things together 😀 love it thanks so much sweetyheart. I'm going to play more tomoz.

    Sooo cool. Oh I know the 10 letter word but in case anyone else is looking I won't say 👩‍❤️‍👩💜

    Phoo such a big day blaghh I'm not a traveller at all. So glad Mr 😍 beautiful could come.

    It was pretty much not really needed. Not in long then a couple of tests to see if my legs are working properly a bit of a chat.

    Another MRI in the csf area which has been very painful at times too but sounding different to csf which I knew was more like this other area pain. So another big trip blagh. They're keeping an eye on the csf syrinx which is good. I think every yr.

    There's something on my brain stem that could be a weird blood vessel but they think I was born with it. So apparently ok.

    It seems the last MRI last yr? didnt do the area of my back that's kicking up. It's been a very bad issue for yrs. I told him the pain but think I'll email them and say how its been for yrs and hoping he's/will request the MRI for that part too. God it's ruling my life but when/if it doesnt pain me after a while Im ok walking but avoiding bending or lifting. Horrid. Scared to do certain things including going to the loo first thing and sitting in the chair.

    Oh so tired huns. Hope you caught up lovely one.

    Again thank you so much for your beautiful activity page. You're so lovely Grandy and caring/loving.

    Love you very much too and appreciate you so much.

    Not sure if you had work yesterday, if so hope you went ok honeyheart.

    Nigh nite everyone ☺ night sweety ☺😚

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    10 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..and everyone..🤗..

    Im pleased you like the activity page..I started a new thread called unscramble my word..I like word games, it helps to get me a little brighter and some distraction while I’m trying to unscramble them....

    I really hope they do a mri on the part of your back that’s hurting... Sometimes I don’t understand why they don’t do the scan in the hurting area...So happy to hear they are looking after your csf spring fluid part of your pain....Another trip soon awe honey that’s okay...They are trying to help you sweetheart and that’s so good..I’ll be right their next to you all the way..

    Deebi..I’m noticing that my heels are again begging to be painful on first steps out of bed..and through out the day...I’m thinking that the hot water bottle and on waking wearing socks and slippers are causing it...Maybe two much heat is swelling up again the planta fasciitis again...I’m wondering if you’re also..now it’s winter wearing socks and keeping your feet warm..maybe to warm..just a thought, because I noticed that it’s hurting you more since the cold weather started...I’ve now not going to use my hot water bottle nor wear socks..I’ll let you know if it eases off again..

    Im sorry Deebi..that you’re to scared to do certain things because of your back..No sweety that’s not good, with the pain ruling your life...I hope the Drs..look deeper into all this for you...and find out how to help you...

    Sleep as much as you need Deebi...I know you live your sleep..plus it’s needed for healing and sleeping gives your mind a small holiday away from Beasty..

    Love grows beautiful friend...💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🦋🌹..big comfy bear hugs..🧸🤗...I hope you can feel my care for you through them...

    Sending my care, love and hugs to everyone..🦋💜🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy....🌹🌱🕊🌈💭..

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    10 July 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hi there gorgeous bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all lovelies out there ☺

    Thanks sweety for another beautuful visit 🤗

    Cool I'll go and see the unscramble my word thread. Great idea huns.
    Things that make us think on something different is a good thing and expanding our minds we need.

    Yes I thought they would have done the other area too. I'm hopeful cause he took notes when I said about it all.
    In the past I didnt go to a specialust cause as a gambler no $ to travel to the places.

    Btw haven't been back to gambling. Still paying back debts sigh.

    I hope you can find a way of easing your heels yes I'd like to know how you go.
    Hun maybe you could do the hotty then remove it when you hop into bed sounds freezing at your place.
    No I don't yet need either but my gorgeous does have slippers on.

    Oh darl true about sleep what you say. Geez I can't believe how much I do.
    Good mentally so happy comfy and content with this dear man he's such a love 😍

    We went for a drive and did a couple of things yesterday with awesome mhw which was really good.

    Absolutely love grows darlingheart 🤗
    Thank you for being such a beautiful friend.
    Love you very much darlin always

    Please take good care sweetyheart
    👩‍❤️‍👩💜😚🤗🌈✨🕊🐩🐶🕊🗯👀

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    11 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster
    Hey DB,

    Really happy for you that you've found a great man :-)

    I gamble too. Lotto and the pokies. The other day I was up nearly $500 then lost it all and then some. Kicking myself I didn't just take it out. I have typical gamblers fever thinking I'll win more.

    Oh well, better luck next time.

    Sorry bout all your pains...

    You're quite tough to keep on keeping on...

    Love
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    12 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..Magic and everyone...🤗..

    Deebi...I’m super proud of you..not going back to gambling..Very well done bbff..

    I hope that they do, do a mri scan of your entire back muscles and spine..that’s what I would be doing for you if I was the specialist looking after you...I’m going to really have to have a word or two with them...

    Moving the hot water bottles away from my feet, seem to have eased of that bruised feeling from my heals...It’s still under the blankets but not close enough for my feet to rest on it...

    It’s nice getting out for a drive and relaxing while watching the scenery pass you by...Is it the same mhw you were seeing before?...I remember how much he was a good help for you, when you needed someone to chat to....

    So nice hearing your good mentally, and your happy and content with Mr. Beautiful...you so much deserve to be spoilt and treated with love, care and kindness...I too am so happy for you...and love hearing that he looks after you is priceless dearest bbff...

    Please continue to fill your adorable brain with the love, happiness you get from Mr. Beautiful...You deserve nothing less...

    Love you as well Auntie Deebi...always here for you..Never leaving your side ...💜🦋🌹🤗👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    Sending my care, love and hugs to all..🦋💜🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..

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    13 July 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Good night dearest friend...

    I hope tonight’s sleep is very refreshing for you and your day tomorrow is a good day...🌹🕊🌱..

    Love Dear bbff with hugs and fairy dust...💜🤗❄️...

    good night everyone...

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy....🕊🌱

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    Hi Magic 🐒 Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 & anyone reading 👋

    Thank you both for your time support and concern. Comforting isn't it.

    Thanks Monks he's a dear sweet man 😍
    Our loves deep and lasting I know.
    Very easy to be with the darling.

    Gambling I gave up for 10 plus yrs but really oopsed badly a few mths ago.
    Was like the many yrs I continually screwed our lives gambling.
    I won't do anymore oopses again if I do go back but debts first.
    It's so easy to lose and fast as you know. They don't pay out often or for long. Be careful lovey.

    Thought the swine back was coming good. I'm being SO careful but a slight catch just standing up earlier. It gets ya.

    Thanks heaps Grandy love ☺ yip still paying debts off.
    Think I've caught rent back up now.
    If I ever return to them it'll be a while yet and no repeats of previous yrs botches.

    Off the durries too btw. How are you going darlz? I often wonder but forget to ask.

    Haha 🤗 I love that you're going to have words with the Doctors 😀 you're so gorgeous.

    Awesome about your feet. Wonder if the heat pads might be ok could be the angles your feet were on the hotties.

    Yes he's such a good guy the mhw. It is nice going for blats. Mr beautiful comes too the gorgeous.

    Glad too that you're ok mentally darlin. I'll pop over tomoz sweetyheart 💗

    Auntie Deebie will never leave your side either beautiful.
    Love you very much dear Grandy 🤗👩‍❤️‍👩💜🗯🦋🌹🌈

    Oh thank you for that sweet gentle goodnight.

    Same to you sweety have a beautiful pain free restful sleepy.

    Love to you too Magic 🐒 take care both of you and thank you again ☺

    🌱

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    15 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello BeaDeebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone..🤗..

    I hope your day was good and you’re feeling okay...

    I also hope that your not to upset with me taking on a new role here...I am still me..and I’ll still be chatting to you daily or even more then once...Soul spirit sister is never leaving your side...please trust and believe me..🤗💜..

    I was trying to work out ways to tell you..then everything happened today....

    Im pleased your still seeing you’re mhw and Mr. Deebi as well..I believe when two people love each other..That they should do as much as possible together..He sounds a wonderful man..and very caring and helpful to you...

    I still have an occasional ciggie..I know I shouldn’t it..but it’s my go to when I need calming down...

    I spoke to the phone councillor today and told her that my Dr..told me that I should stay with VC...she was okay about it...That was really hard for me to do...

    I don’t want anything to change between us...I’m here for you unconditionally and love you dearly...💜🤗👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🕊🌱..always will because your a part of my life now..💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🤗..

    care, love and hugs everyone...🦋💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🕊🌱

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    15 July 2020 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩

    Congratulations lovey.

    Thanks for what you said and telling me.

    Love you 👩‍❤️‍👩💜

    ttyl

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    Hey Grandy darlin 👩‍❤️‍👩

    Everythings ok lovey.

    Hope your day was good 🤗

    Bbl hun I left it too late to talk so better when I can concentrate on posting.

    Love always same with thoughts.

    C u L8r 😚🤗👩‍❤️‍👩💜

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    16 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..and everyone..🤗..

    What was you day like today bbff...

    I hope you have better weather then I have here..The sun is out but cold damp winds are coming from the snow falling onto of a mountain 70 klms away...

    Just popping in to make sure your keeping nice and warm..and to ask you how’s your mental and physical health holding out lovely lady?...🕊..

    Also I wanted to wish you a beautiful deep sleep..with the most peaceful dreams that there ever is...of fairies, dragons, pixies, munchkins and dinosaurs all sitting around a campfire 🔥..singing so gently and sweetly so that you’ll wake up tomorrow morning refreshed and calm...

    Good night bbff...your in my 💭 and 💜..4eva..Love you dearest bbff...Your a beautiful friend...and hope so much that you are still want to be my SSS...🕊🌱🌹🌈☀️🧸🤗👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

    My love, care and hugs everyone....💜🦋🤗.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🧸🤗....🕊🌱

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    16 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Dear DB (with a wave to Grandy)~

    I haven't spoken to you for a while. I might be being silly but I though perhaps you'd worry with Grandy becoming a Champ. It won't make any difference except she will probably worry a bit more herself to start with, no reason why really, Grandy will always be the same. It is how she is that got her to be a champ.

    If I've assumed too much I apologize , I simply did not want you to think it might become a bar -it won't.

    Other than that giving up the cigs, a big thing, and after the relapse going back to no gambling. two very difficult things, but you do have it in you, after all look how long it was till that relapse came, you know the signs and have more experience now.

    I'm glad the debts are reducing and you have a good man. The back, well if it is like mine then there aren't that many choices, they seem to have a mind of their own, one day the thing you have done for ages sets them off.

    The ordinary pain is livable I guess, but the spasm, that is another thing -off to A&E.

    Grandy may be right in a full MRI might point out something easy to do a minor operation on, you never know.

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    16 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hi DeeBee

    You have been on the forums for a long time and its always a bonus to see your special smiley face profile pic!! I hope your pain reduces so you have the comfort you truly deserve

    Bear Hugs to you DB :-)

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    17 July 2020 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone...

    Awe honey please don’t ever feel that way...You’re always supporting me...So please bbff never be sorry to me about anything....You’re never far away from me...especially when I get triggered and find myself lost and confused...and Just looking for someone I know who loves and cares for me to help remind me and guide me into the right direction to get me out of my head...You’re one amazing and super special friend..That I love 💜 and can’t even think about my life without you in it...We are joined by our hearts/souls and spirit precious friend...

    I sneaked passed you..haha you fell asleep watching tv..and put some yummy porridge, with brown sugar and honey into your microwave..and a cup of big pot of percolating coffee on the stove top..on low heat...You will wake tomorrow with the refreshing aroma of coffee circulating in the air....ohh..oh..and of course..wait for it... drum 🥁 roll...a beautiful.. 💼...freshly picked rose 🌹..and some fresh strawberries 🍓....Enjoy sweetheart..

    Good night for now bbff..I hope your sleep is deep and refreshing for you....Love you dearest bbff..so very much..💜🌹🕊🦋🌱..

    How are you feeling...Both physically and mentally..” truth”.. I really want and need to know..

    My care, love and hugs to everyone..🦋💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy....🕊🌱..

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