BP day 3/4 v.mild
Had some weak cravings for a smoke. Had 2 today only having very randoms now. 1/2 manias ago I had 2 pkts.
More productive eg spare room etc. If it was mania back then it'd be day 6/7
A good light bulb moment on waking recently thx to mania.
This I knew but until then I haven't had any go go tho I've been working on occasion to do things.
It gets me tho I'm quite content watching a lot of TV and sleeping a lot.
This lack of motivations been throughout my life.
My thought was...You have to do things to get motivated!
Even with mild mania there's belief understanding drive want & perfect clarity.
If its a project it's crystal clear in your thoughts step by step the way to achieve with total belief/confidence & desire. Mind blowing.
I'm far from convinced somehow we're not able to bring this brilliance & extreme true happiness on.
I know we're wired differently but fundamentally we're the same.
How I see it we all have something we're good at.
We also all have roadworks going on upstairs slowing or making it difficult to run smoothly with varying degrees of intensity.
Anyways another time for that I need to keep working at getting better. It's happening in a big way. Clapping emoji 👏
Wow been sleeping without sleepers but waking with the birdies. Joy..yes but do they have to so early 😄
Getting more social again. True Grandy ok to withdraw for a bit but too easy to cocoon. Did church and visit to friends today was good. I doubt I'll be a believer but a great deal I agree with from teachings also opposite.
Love your company Mrs lovely 🤗
Thanks that was solid advice and no I don't at all mind huns I appreciate it. Yes I did ring and she was sleeping so said I'll catch her later.
I'm hoping we get to stay a couple before Xmas for some quality time when its less full on then maybe not stay as long over Xmas she'll be knocked up.
She's going to have radiation later on.
No Floss can't lose hope it's a lifeline we all need to get through the hards. Does sadden me greatly tho 😢
Thanks I'll try to remember to ask GP. Careful bending. Wonder if heat on it before you do. When mines out not a hope bending, can barely get seated. I want to get some stronger than the bigs I have for pain. Honestly can't do that initial pain again!
Thank you darlin for your always amazing friendship and support and to everyone ⚘
Golden thread with so much love darling friend 4evs 👩❤️👩💜👭