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Topic: Surviving: Being in a better place

  1. demonblaster
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    11 May 2021 in reply to Ggrand

    Thx lovelies 🐾👩‍❤️‍👩 hi readers 👋

    Really appreciate you loves ☺

    Looking like we'll have a house mate soon. I don't know him well but enough to think he won't do wrong by us.

    Use to have quick chats at times and walked a hill one time then saw him again when gambling. He's been around you can tell. He confided to us when no one was around. Oh up there with the worst here and that's just the beginning. We get on well. Chatted ages today on ph also spoke of what we're like. I'd rather have someone I know a bit. Like him and Mr Darling does too hes only just met him.

    Asked a lady I've known a bit from bussing but tho I like her I wanted this bloke. A few good qualities so far I've seen.

    Dam this groin, no idea what stirred it up. It REALLY as it does hurt trying with emphasis on trying approx 15 mins to get free enough of pain enough to get out of the chair with pain. Intense. Seriously need this sorted. Have for yrs. Cruel!

    So exhausted.

    Yes with diabetes as youse mentioned gotta now look after feet.

    Yip they still do rent assist darlin Grandy. They give half being a couple each close to $70. Pretty sure they didn't tell us which would have saved heaving crying this morning too.

    It's a bloody shame when people lose so much just to spend their lives together. I get that expenses are shared but for goodness sake we'll still be doing it hard even with 3rd person. Be better when loans paid off from them in about 5ish & 6 mths.

    The list I did this morning of our bills I couldn't do any food and Mr had under $100 left. Getting stuff in place to help with food. It's a bloody joke. So we each lose around $130. I didnt know they'd take so much.

    On a good note...🤔... thinking...nah it's all just so full on atm. We still when unpacked have to get Mr's here too.

    Anyway a bit better off. Yip Grandy it is hard to trust people I completely get ya.

    Girls seriously thank you.

    Nigh nite loved the hugs 👩‍❤️‍👩🐾💜🗯⚘

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    13 May 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    I wish you a lot of luck with your housemate and I’m also hoping that he is a decent, kind and honest person....If he does anything to hurt you or Mr. Deebi..I’ll be over so fast in my super sonic tractor 🚜..and he will have me to answer to....

    Awe honey..it’s probably all the bending, stretching and lifting heavy boxes, bags etc that set it off poor darling...I heard before with hernia..not to life heavy items....Does a cold pack work at all...to reduce swelling?..

    Deebi...St Vincent does weekly food vouchers...you could get one each every week..until you get on your feet..they are $50.00 each..which will give you an extra $100.00 for food weekly...also they help pay electricity and phones bills as well...maybe honey..pop into your local Vinnies shop and have a chat with the manager/ess their...

    Take your time unpacking Deebi...their no hurry..even if you just unpack the necessities for now, until Mr. Deebi can get his things their...

    Please bbff...look after you the way I would if I was their..I would move in a flash to be be able to help you with rent..imagine how much we would all have..as well as be their to help each other...

    Big and genuine love and care for you precious friend..💚🧸🤗🌹🦋🦄👼..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..

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    16 May 2021 in reply to Ggrand

    Beautiful Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩

    Oh darlin nothing would make me happier you being here. I went into a mania got SO excited at the thought.

    Havent heard back from the bloke I'm pretty slacked off.

    Darl I'm in so much financial crap atm. Dear Mr sweetheart he's so beautiful I love him so much we're very happy togeather. He's such a sweety.

    Had a shocker mood today. Still exhausted. Love it here and so happy with this beautiful man and I'm constantly stuffing up.

    So scared of anything happening to him and you.

    It's just crappo atm. No idea what to do.

    Looks like its not the hernia it's fairly small. Hip. Cant afford seeing specialist. Probs either scraping the bone or new ball and socket.

    Urgent eye needing an op too. Seeing specialist soonish.

    So many parts of my body are sore very.

    Going bed soon

    Dear love puts up with my crap. He' so lovely the darling.

    What a mess!

    Love you heaps Grandy really do. 👩‍❤️‍👩💜🗯 always. I wish so much we could be in rl.

    Hope you're ok. Thank you sweetyheart for everything you're a beautiful person 😚🤗⚘

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    19 May 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hi Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all

    Atm I'm not doing well at all. 😭

    I'm ok that the bloke isnt coming but miffed he didnt let me know. He apologised straight away for mucking me/us. Like him but had a couple days doubt including that he hadn't contacted me tho he's been in a lot of physical pain. Unsure if my doubts were coming down from a hard BP. There's been so much else on to add to it including an abundance of physical pain that mosts improving.

    Had 3 spurts of 😲😡 hip pain last night completely unexpected just moving the leg slightly the mongrel.

    There are many goods in my life. Being so financially stuffed is incredibly unsettling and horrid as many know esp with covid. I'm use to living broke. This is another level.

    Very depressed atm but mostly able to channel it to just the problem at hand otherwise can be normal.

    We don't want to but have to get someone in to survive. Same sitch as before here.

    Another foul grotty mood yesterday geez I tried to not be a cow but was most of the day. So many apologies. This dear man took it all. In future I'm just going to shut up, I hate myself being like that which adds to it all. It's deep exhaustion, recovery from BP physical movement extra walking which has been a blessing/mental/physical pain/heavy pain meds/sleep erratic with littles in BP at times. Waking early having to get out of bed cause my backs aching. Hope to god that'll settle.

    Grandz meant to say thanks re Vinnies weekly food vouchers. Yes we've had their help before and recently. Don't think they do phone anymore but might. Yes electricity which is all a huge help.

    Lost 16 kg's. Happy about that. Probs put on 20 yesterday 😉

    Thanks listening.

    👩‍❤️‍👩💜 Top love Grandy

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    19 May 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩....big hugs 🤗🤗

    You have so much going on at the moment, honey..I wished I could help you to ease the physical and mental pain your feeling right now....🤗..

    Keep using the food vouchers as much as you can..both of you until you get a bit more on your feet...Eventually you will pay your debts off..just give your debtors a ring or a letter to tell them that you’re very sorry..that your struggling very hard financially and are trying hard to pay them off...I fell a year behind on my land rates..and just ignored all the threatening letter I received but things got worse...so i range them and told them my situation and they were very kind accepting small fortnightly payments until I got on my feet again.....maybe give that a try honey..

    As for finding someone to house share with you..maybe advertise on your face book page..at least you will know them a little..who knows if some of them are struggling with life as well....Just a thought dear bbff....I also lose em to be able to live from fortnight to fortnight..having to take Centrelink loans for car rego, land rates..even food sometimes..it’s hard Deebi...but I know you’re a very intelligent woman and in time you will work through it..I know how your hurting now sweetheart...but please believe in yourself and your very good qualities....

    Hurts to know your struggling so much with depression, and beastie is trying to make you hate yourself..but please don’t listen to [IT]xx...Don’t hate any part of your beautiful heart or soul...you are one very amazing person...and many here will agree...

    Mr. Deebi’s love for you is very deep and he seems to understand when beasty is trying to hurt you...truely he is a precious soul....

    A little distraction for you bbff...You have a coat of many colours...Red, Orange, green, purple, yellow, brown, blue and green....Can you give me a positive word starting with the first letter of each colour?...no pressure bbff....Find Demonblaster and get her to help you answer them if need be....Here bbff if you need to talk...love goes deep in our friendships and so does my care for you...So please Deebi..please be okay....Always..yadimh and 💭 24/7..

    Sitting with you, holding your hands..with all my love 💚, and care🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🌜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🌛...🦄👼...together forever in souls, hearts & friendship...

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    19 May 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Oh Deebi lass,

    Sending you lots of the gentlest of hugs & caring thoughts...

    Woofa sends you friendly snuffles & has offered to bark ferociously at beastie for you...

    Lass you are a beautiful soul... ignore beastie telling you otherwise... if you need proof... just look at Mr Deebi... he can see the true you...

    Love & hugs

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    23 May 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩......and everyone...🤗..

    Wow Deebi..I am sorry..I meant to congratulate you on your huge weight loss....I hope you are as proud of you as I am...🦋🌹...

    I am dropping in...literally out my new edition to our bag...a jet 🚀..that flys itself back home after I have jumped out with my parachute ⛱...I done well on my first jump..we can do a jump together whenever you’re feeling up to it....but I must tell you it’s not a good idea to eat chocolate ice cream cake with strawberry sauce just before you jump.....😂😂..

    How are you feeling precious friend...I’m kinda getting quite concerned about you....As your bestest bbff I am allowed to..in saying that no pressure to reply...maybe a little emoji to let me know how your feeling...🤔..My 👂, 👀 are on you honey...so are my 💭 about how your travelling these last few days....

    pubaok....Deebi...talk to me..if you feel up to it...Here for you unconditionally bbff...with my love💚, care🦋, and giant bear hugs 🧸🤗..

    Grandy..

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    23 May 2021 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey gorgeous bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 dear 🐾 Pawsy and readers 👋

    You're a good bbff aren't you and Pawsy you're a pleasure to listen to hear love as with our Grandy reading your wise suppirtive posts.

    Thank you girls I really am very grateful for your love care and support.

    Grandz loven the rocket yes I'd love a tandem skydive. You're a crack up. We have so much fun don't we.

    Sigh yet again another let down tho the first bloke I'm ok about tho we get on very well. He didn't contact, I had an attitude about why should I chase him for the room. Said in a couple days he'd get back to me. I rang after a few.

    I was so happy with a bloke we know to move in he would've been the right fit. Sigh today he said he's staying on where he is interstate. Bummed biggly.

    Had a lovely visit with other bbff. We helped a bit. Always relaxed at hers she's lovely. She's doing ok-ish grieving poor darling. I miss him a lot.

    been a bit down beasty's been winning but catching more zzz's helping had some anxiety talked myself out of and ptsd's been playing too with a few scenarios.

    Stress is high but we'll get there in the end.

    Still v.tired. We're slowly making progress unpacking then soon have to do Mr adorables which is way less than mine but another jobby.

    Thanks hun yes v.happy about weight tho been naughty but all good.

    V.good report with my eyes and the growths ok. What a relief from recently barely able to see. Very frightening.

    Just choofen to get some tea girls. Thanks again it means a lot being supported 🤗☺⚘🗯👩‍❤️‍👩💜💼

    So much love Grandy and always 🗯.

    Pawsy I'll see you near future dear friend ☺👋

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    26 May 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hi Demonblaster, wonderful Grandy & all supporters,

    I haven't dropped in for quite a while , just been pre-occupied with life I guess.

    I've had a read back of a few posts and it brought back memories of when I was in a hard financial position. It also stirred up memories of when I too would get into bad moods, have bad thoughts and not look after myself to the best of my ability.

    I'm not sure what I can offer Demonblaster but things got that tight I used to take toilet paper from public toilets anywhere I could, pick fruit from other people's trees without asking, eat stuff ppl left behind, take clothes and footwear ppl left behind, ask strangers for money while crying, take bags of clothes from charity bins, and go anywhere there was cheap or free food from churches to charities.

    I would even sell things ppl would leave for council pick-up.

    I got a financial break when I lived in a room in a shared house for cheap but still struggled.

    I used to take out Centrelink advances and have had too many to count loans from those short-term loan places where I had to pay back interest.

    Getting some work eventually helped me climb out of the hole and stress I was in and helped with my self esteem. Fast forward a few years & financial life is fairly smooth sailing.

    Wishing you much luck finding an even better roommate.

    And congrats on losing around the same weight I've also lost!! So so good I'm proud of you! I didn't know you were losing weight.

    Small consistent changes = big results

    Keep searching for ideas to improve finances. I know it's not always possible but it's good to see the silver lining.

    You're not alone.

    I was there too.

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    1 June 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Deebi,

    So glad to hear your eyes have come good... well done you...

    Lass if you are still struggling finding someone you know to share... I was thinking if you don't want to advertise... the fastest growing group with housing insecurity/homelessness is women over 55... I was thinking you might ask at Vinnies if they know of someone in that group who you could meet to see if they fit what you need.

    Take it slowly with the unpacking... it won't run away...

    Lass be gentle with yourself... I'm sure the wonderful Mr Deebi knows when you get cranky it's the pain talking... remember the thing to do whenever beastie pops it head up & starts ranting... imagine you're playing wack a mole & beastie is the mole... filling your noggin with thoughts of simple fun nonsense which is apt to drown out the nonsense beastie spouts.

    Love & hugs

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    2 June 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi, Magic, Paws and everyone...🤗.

    How are you going bbff...Really I am hoping that soon you’ll get on top of everything thing...Remember beautiful bbff..That you can only do the best you can do....and that is enough for everyone...I found that if I rang the people concerned about my growing debt.that they are extremely helpful in sorting a manageable amount fortnightly to catch up....they don’t really care if your behind.but do like to know about it so they can help you.....electric company, land rates for me was a big debt but spoke to them and have sorted it all through now...have nearly caught up...

    Apart from all the hassles of money...which I hate (reasons)..are you feeling mentally and physically Okay precious Deebi?..

    Proud Of you for your weight loss..I think I have lost around 5 kilos..unintentionally of course..at least that’s a positive from what ever caused so much sickness in me..which is I feel still leaving me...very slowly, then again I don’t care how slowly it leaves me as long as it continues to do so....it’s like an uninvited guest..that you can’t wait to pack up their bags and disappear into the sunset.😂😂..

    Just wanted to call in to let you know I’ve been listening to you and the other beautiful people here....even though I haven’t replied to you....

    I will talk on mine maybe today..as I’m feeling stronger and less tired each day....

    Very much love to you beautiful bbff...💚🌹🦋🧸🤗....

    Love, hugs and care everyone...

    We got the power in our hearts and mind to live our best life every single day...

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..🌜🦄👼🌛

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    Hi there lovely people thanks so much for your concern and support. Listening to everything.

    I'm ok thanks Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 just taking it as it comes. We've been ok so far and had assistance from Salvos and Vinnies but trying to have breaks between asking.

    Got off the smokes again it's easier each time.

    Mh been ok. Physical the hip is never far from pain geez be so happy when that gets sorted. I've been very careful but you forget and pay a mighty price trying to stand up again. Wicked pain!

    Just slowly getting unpacked fully what a job but good each box or bags one less and closer to normal. We love this place and bonus being so close to other besty. Seeing quite a lot of Mr adorabubbles 😍 besty and his bro that he used to live with. We still have to get his stuff here that we're slowly doing too.

    Overall been walking more at certain places. The back of the thighs slow me, think hip related but unsure.

    🤕 haven't had as many but woke with a headache. They still take at least a day to rid.

    So glad your lifes changed for the better Magic 🐒 and Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 that you're coming better. Pawsy 🐾 fantastic suggest about a room mate through Vinnies, our friend and Salvo worker also said same. We hope not to have to.

    Thank you lovely ones and readers also for your time it's very much appreciated 🌞

    Enjoy your days good peeps 👋👩‍❤️‍👩💜👀🤝🐾🐒⚘

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    9 June 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 and everyone....🤗..

    Its heart warming to know that you live where you’re living and that you are close to yours and Mr. Deebi besties...That’s a huge positive in the move dearest bbff....

    Maybe the back of your thighs are hurting because of all the heavy lifting, bending and stretching you’ve been doing over the past few weeks...I know that when I’m on the ladder or walk up many steps, the back of my thighs and calves like playing ouchies with me....

    Love that your walking..you have some new grounds to explore and who knows what discoveries you’ll find..😁..

    Good girl you stopped smoking again...it’s really hard isn’t it?...Um..well I’m kinda still smoking 🙇‍♂️..but not that much now..☺️...they relax me sometimes when I need to just sit and be patient with me...

    I made you a very warm hoodie blanky..took only 1.23sec...I learnt how to be lightening ⚡️knitting 🧶...😂..It has a very pale mauve hoodie with some darker mauve rabbit ears that are long enough to use as a scarf to keep your neck warm...the blanky part is a pale green colour with little butterflies of different colours all over it.,,I am becoming a teacher of knittery 😂😂..I hope you like it and it keeps you warm....Mr. Deebi’s hoodie blanky is a royal blue colour with Oldsmobile’s cars all over it....

    Stay warm beautiful bbff....the golden string between our souls has been made stronger by some fairy 🧚‍♀️ dust sprinkled over it.....Always in my 💭 with deep love and care 24/7..💚🌹🦄👼🧸🤗..

    Love , care and hugs everyone..💜🦋🤗

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...l

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    12 June 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    Just popping my head around the corner to see if you want to have a yummy hot chocolate and..oh why not and a chocolate mud cake with fresh strawberries and cream on top...😁.

    How are you honey?....

    I hope your headache has gone...and your feeling good both physically and mentally...

    Keeping an eye 👁 or two 👀 on you bbff...gotta look out for you..also my 👂 are stuck to my iPad..silly me I accidentally superglued them to the screen 😂😂...

    I hope your keeping as warm as you can and your having some good sleeps...

    Always here for you honey...

    Much love dear bbff with lots of care and hugs..💚🦋🌹🧸🤗🤗🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..

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    12 June 2021 in reply to Ggrand

    Haha hey gorji Grandy my bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and readers 👋

    You're always in my mind beautiful love thank you for your posts and love 🤗

    I'm good thanks hun. Dear Mr beautiful had a fall today where he used to live we were packing some stuff. Hurt his neck and back. Keeping a close eye on him.

    Love your knitting honey 😄 oh you're a classic and in 1.23 seconds that's pretty impressive I must say. Yes it's clear you've been practising. Nice going. So sweet of you and for Mr Deebi you're so cute. He's wearing his now. He said to say thank you Grandy they're very comfy and warm. Geez your gorgeous love you to bits.

    Going to pop off to bed soon my dear lovely friend.

    Thanks again dear friend.

    Love you deeply darlin 💜👩‍❤️‍👩🤝👀🌞⚘☺😚

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    15 June 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    How you going honey?...Awe I hope Mr. Beautiful is okay after his fall..I’m certain that nurse 👩‍⚕️ Deebi..will give him the bestest of care ever...

    Take it slow with unpacking things...Hopefully you’ll be living there for years to come, so next year or the year after is okay to be still unpacking...unless you need to use some things..

    So heartwarming to hear your doing good..,So happy you both liked the hoodie blanky....I love hoodies on jumpers and cardigans because they feel like I have a scarf on...keeps me warmer....

    Okay beautiful bbff..I won’t talk to much..but I am hoping so much that your both okay...

    Remember to take the best care of you precious friend...I need you...you put light into my life...My biggest sisterly love and care..always here for you...💚🤗🧸🦋🌹🦄🚜👀..

    Love and hugs everyone....💜🤗..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..

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    16 June 2021 in reply to Ggrand

    Hey my bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 and all other good people 👋

    Thank you for visiting dear friend so good to see you...it always is 🤗

    I'm good thanks hun. Very happy with this beautiful honey and lovin this new place. I had some days feeling some anxiety at times and a little down on occasions but ok now thanks lovely one. That was after the worst of the last BP.

    Oh meant to reply about the thighs. It was happening ages back the surgeon said it could be coming from my back. If I walk with sticks I'm ok, but have to stop at times without them. Bursitis stirred up but we've done some walking which has been good.

    Yip just slowly unpacking hun. I slacked off for a bit but picked back up. We still have to get beautifuls gear we have some here but just bit by bit.

    Grandy I think of you all the time dear friend. Love and truley need you too honey. You're a beautiful sss and friend who I deeply love and care so much for. God I wish Grandy we could be in rl 😢

    I really hope you're ok Grandy you mean so much.

    Please take good care sweetyheart you give me light too. We're in this together dear friend 🤝 and look how far we've come.

    Always love and thoughts. There's something else I wanted to reply too but I'll remember later.

    Watching big brother still love it. Do you watch it at all?

    Mwah gorji 👩‍❤️‍👩💜😘🌞⚘🤝👀💚

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    16 June 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Deebi,

    It's so good to hear you are loving your new place... I think packing boxes breed when we're not looking... there always seems to be more...

    Oh lass I hope Mr Deebi is ok after his fall... I'm sure nurse Deebi has made certain he doesn't try to over do things...

    Well done on giving up the ciggies.... will keep fingers & paws crossed for you staying off them...

    Huggily hugs

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    Hi there lovely Pawsy 🐾 and all other good people ☺

    Thanks hun yeah its so nice this place. We're very happy in it. One of the blokes that was going to stay interstate who was thinking to live here might be after all. I feel he'll be a good fit. We'll see if he does. We know him enough to know he's a good man and should be honest and good.

    Dear darling yes thanks he's slowly improving the gorgeous love. He was in quite a lot of pain. Still some but easing. Darling man.

    Been walking a bit but feet stirred up. I'm keen to do more but easing off for recovery.

    Having my 2nd needle for covid tomoz and beautifuls having his first tomoz.

    Still very slowly unpacking. We'll grab some more tomorrow of Mr lovelies.

    Beautiful sunny days here. I feel sorry for you dear people being so cold. It's not too bad here.

    Thanks for your visit darl. Hope you're going ok lovey.

    Cya later 😊🤗👋💗

    Love to you both 🐾 👩‍❤️‍👩 🤝👀💗💜

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    Hello Deebi, wave to Mr Deebi,

    How are you lass?... I'm hoping your bod is not causing you constant pain... are you able to sleep in bed or are you still having to sleep on the chair??... Do take it slowly with all the unpacking & with moving Mr Deeb's stuff over.... there is no rush...

    Lass you have been very quiet lately... I'm hoping beastie isn't giving you a hard time... Lass you are strong enough to boosh beastie into mush... remember you are loved & you matter...

    I hope Mr Deebi is now well on the mend... I know you wouldn't let him over do things...

    Huggliest of Hugs

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    28 June 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩, lovely Paws and everyone...🤗..

    Its good to hear that Mr. beautiful is feeling much better...

    Good luck with your 2nd Covid vaccination...I’ve been a big scared to have one..but have agreed and will have in 3 weeks time...

    What you been up to honey?..,and Mr Deebi of course...it’s been so cold here..even to sit outside...

    Just been thinking about your foot..has it eased off at all..I do hope so...

    I haven’t done much over the past few days..just trying to keep warm..I remember that I think it was last winter I had trouble paying my electric bill..so been kind of holding off using both the air conditioner and bar heater....I hope your keeping warm and having some fun times with Mr Deebi....going on walks and maybe a cuppa at the cafe...

    Love to you my very precious bbff...same your my first thought when I wake up..and at night before bed I really do say goodnight to you.,as I head for bed...Please stay safe and warm Deebi.,and look after your beautiful self..,

    My love, to you both..with big bear hugs..💜🧸🤗.l

    Grandy..

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    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩, Paws and everyone...

    I hope you are feeling both mentally and physically okay, My bbff....no pressure asking out of concern and love for you...

    Such a wet and rainy day here....um I suppose it has to be raining to be wet...😂😂..

    I woke up this morning with my front lawn covered in white..no...not snow...although I wish it was...My lawn was covered with what seemed like hundreds of white cockatoos...💚, so beautiful....I threw some bird seed out over my front lawn before I went to bed last night...What a great idea..I think I’ll do it again tonight...although shh 🙊can’t tell my neighbour 😂😂..our secret...

    Do you have birds living around your new place?...that you can hear singing in the morning to both of you?...I do hope so, because it’s the best type of alarm to wake up to....

    Don’t forget Deebi....if you need our protector 🐉, Deendy..all you need to do is pin 🐉 onto your jumper....Better still...I think I will start making 🗜⚙️🕯⚒⛓ another Deendy Just a little bigger n better so you can wear it every day and night...24/7 protection....with just a little added surprise for you...

    Please Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩, take good care of you..yadimh, pubaok...💭 24/7....Much love sss..💚🌹🦋🦄🧸🤗.

    My love, hugs and care to everyone..💜🤗🦋.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy

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    Hi everyone ☺

    Thanks lovely Pawsy 🐾 dear Mr Deebi's 😍 waving back the gorgeous.

    Appreciate you askin hun. Two main bod probs the dam hip only the slightest bend it's horrific straightening up again.
    I'll suss again my side wow at times it's so bloody ouch like its ripping.

    Sleeping in bed its when the backs out the recliners a god send.

    Thanks Paws I'm/we're happy in the new place, very happy and deeply in love with this dear man.
    Just can't put my finger on it, there's something big missing.
    It's partly financial but thats not new.
    Possibly not having yum bigger manias but the bonus is tho its still hard and takes work the lows aren't as deeply tragic.

    Mania had me up a lot last night thinking. I like that and had another insight that might be how to unlock our real happies.

    In mania you're SO happy productive ideas thought, everythings easy. You remember to deep breath think on more positives & so much more. Epic

    What if at least part of the euphoria is down to our minds opening up which is what happens.

    Mindfulness becomes automatic. You're in the moment.
    The energy gives the drive for everything esp wanting and feeling true happiness. You wanna get up.
    It encourages positive thought
    giving motivation to do things & stuff that usually doesn't get done.

    It's unleashed energy. Is it there anyway? Can we learn to bring it on. I think so.

    We know depression closes in on us including our minds blocking positive calm happy thought.
    If our minds are open * we have room for alternate thought

    With mindfulness (being aware of our thoughts/actions) with us directing what we choose to think about maybe that can bring on this totally amazing taste of pure real happiness.

    *How to open our minds.

    Meditation
    Fantasy
    Brain activity games or ?
    Exercise
    Being in sunlight
    Movement
    Constant positive thought
    Goals
    Pushing through not wanting
    Creating
    The mind boggles.

    I've learnt so much here.
    I'm not talking only about being happy and content. This is another level. Every good person deserves at least one dose in their lifetime.
    We're intelligent and capable.
    Beliefs mammoth towards achieving goals.

    Yip so that's my latest lovelies.

    Grandy beautiful I love our Deendy you're so gorgeous.
    Yes I think of you so often anyway esp hearing the chorus of birdies early and dusk.

    Girls thank you ☺
    Love thoughts and care to you both 🤗

    Grandy 🤝🕊💗🗯 the ultimate in friendship 👩‍❤️‍👩💜🎇

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    13 July 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello Beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩...and everyone.....🤗..

    How are you doing dearest bbff?...

    Im suspecting you’ve come down from mania, and wanted to see how you are doing...

    You have some great ideas on opening our minds...I have tried a few and yes they do work..for me..when I’m really deep, I use fantasy to help lift me up...Love the fantasy you’ve sent me over time here...I can’t seem to get into it right now, I miss the scenarios I could put me in....they were calming and peaceful....

    Are you okay bbff...truth please beautiful bbff...I am concerned that your not...Hows your feet, hip, back, shoulders and neck ?....you haven’t really been talking on here..no pressure though..been thinking so much about you..

    Kya and Ebony send you big furry cuddles, and face washes..😁..they are good at doing that😂😂.

    Im sending you my biggest love and hugest care ever..💚💚🧸🤗🦋🌹🦄👼..with lots of bear hugs..🧸🤗 x 100000000000.....

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..

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    Hello beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    Sorry I haven’t been here for a few days..The whole of my village is having internet trouble...I contacted my supplier many times..so had Betty and I believe others in town...it’s so frustrating and hard...

    I hope you are doing okay...

    Thank you for your beautiful post on mine..I will hopefully be able to post a reply soon....I am noting everything and posting then loosing the post each time..

    Please precious bbff....please be alright and not leave me here...No pressure but...missing our talks so much....again no pressure at all...only when you feel up to it...

    Big love and heaps of care dearest friend..

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🦄👼

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    17 July 2021 in reply to Ggrand

    Beautiful bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 hi readers ☺

    Dear dear sweet friend I'll NEVER as you too promised me when we first became firm lifer bbffs leave you dear lady. You're one of two top besties ever honey. Gold lime that's a rare precious possession.

    i'm hoping to be back today to reply. And no from you I know there's never pressure sweetyheart.

    Been flat out intermittently lately. Tell u in next post.

    Love you so deeply. Always in my 💭.

    U too be always ok. Can't bear the thought of us not being the booming team we are amazing love.

    Paws thank you too lovey 🤗

    Always 💜 Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩🌈🕊✨

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    Beautiful I'll bbt honey.

    Just having some down time watching the box.

    Had a nanny nap first time in a while it was great. Still tired but not as bad. Can't stand the close to or exhaustion everytime. It's such a hard slog even in type 2.

    Love our unbreakable 💫 of bbff- ship 😆. You're in my heart and soul Grandy. You really do mean so much to me. Thank you for being such a beautiful friend.

    It rips not being able to be rl something bloody terrible! 😢

    You're doing it hard atm more than usual. God I wish I could be there for you well always here but not the same is it. i don't understand. a lit., and why! It really bites!

    Love you eternally and so deeply Grandy 🤗😚👩‍❤️‍👩💜🕊✨🦋 pubAok I need you lady. Couldn't hack it without you. You too are such a light 🌞

    🌈 little cute rainbow for my gorgeous dear besty friend ☺🤗

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    18 July 2021 in reply to demonblaster

    Hello beautiful Deebi👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩..

    Thats okay bestest bbff👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩....In your own time honey...was just feeling a little scared and concerned about you...

    I am pleased to hear from you..I hope I didn’t make you feel obligated to answer my post..

    Big love and giant huggly huggle hugs..🦄👼🤗🦄👼🤗..

    Always In my thoughts and heart...💭💚.

    👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy..

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    Bbff 👩‍❤️‍👩 Grandy love and Pawsy 🐾 hi anyone reading 👋

    You don't ever pressure me sweet friend I'm incredibly grateful for our beautiful close friendship and your concern 🤗

    It's been so full on lately with workman visitors/visiting, packing with Mr Deebi 🤗 the gorji us unpacking here usual life stuff wow it'll be a while before I get back to normal and here more often. That I will too.

    We were sitting at other top bbff like you chillin chattin lol-ing 😅 the other day and I thought how you'd feel so comfortable with Mr her and I. She has lovely friends that occasionally pop in.

    Now of course a blank 🙃 that I will remember to tell you what she said about you it was SO nice. Many know of how amazing bb is and of my bbff Grandy. I can't speak highly enough of either.

    Theres times I'm doing the hard yards in BP and so want to talk here but still so very hard to do.

    I will tho when I get back sometime talk about it. I'm doing some Salvo volunteering a couple times a wk atm because Mr Deebis besty (my good friend too) is convalescing from cancer op. He's going very well. Unsure atm of the prognosis (end result).

    Ok goin to nanny nap still very tired from BP. Had a big cry today big talk to Mr he listened and as beautiful as ever. Love him deeply what a precious sweet man.

    Like you huns except a lady you too Pawsy you're beautiful 🤗🤗 one hug each so no squabbles...isnt that a neat word.

    Thanks girls and readers for listening and caring enough to ☺

    Deep love sweets 👩‍❤️‍👩💜✨💭💫🌈🌞🦋.

    Love and care to you too our Pawsy. Hun have you ever considered being a CC Commuunity Champion I think you're made to be one. Your supportive wise well written caring posts are a credit to anyone reading.

    Care 🤗🌞💗

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