Thanks for care & support SLD xx Yeah I reckon forgive is the wrong word but's used a lot. Why would we want to forgive when people have done wrong by us without giving a toss.
Thanks being there with me soon re GC.
Grandy that's ok it'd be hard being in that thread.
Peps thanks again for great post, yeah I didn't question anything while we were together, I guess I lived for him, he was the reason, thought we were going to grow old together. IT was so outta the blue. 3rd heart attack same time the luekaemia came on.
I'm over the worst, not looking forward to GC soon but has to be done to move through. Miss him so much, always thinking & still at times feel him close by.
I want love again, most of us do. Will never stop loving him
Yeah not unhappy but not particularly Giddy up either Peps, going back home soon then neurosurgeon soon after, don't think they're gunna muck around, whatever they're gunna do will be quik, it's serious.
Oh Grandy soz meant to say the pain was before in the last few mths with neck, had it 3 times, ruptured disc in neck, compressed nerve, Holy Farout max pain the first 2 was calling out in pain all hrs then 3rd one didn't need as many heavies with pain relief xx
Thanks so much good people xxx