Thank you for posting and joining the Beyond Blue Community. We want to welcome you here and thank you for taking the step to reach out for support. We are sorry to hear that you have suffered and your family is not supportive.
What other supports do you have besides them? Is there anyone that you trust that you would be able to open up to and maybe tell them how hard things have gotten for you?
If you would like to talk to someone we would recommend that you get in contact with the Beyond Blue Support Service. They are available 24/7 by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 1pm-12am AEST on our website: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport
One of our friendly counsellors will be able to talk through these feelings with you and can offer support, advice and referrals.
We would also recommend getting into contact with the Blue Knot Foundation who specialise in complex and childhood trauma on 1300 657 380.
We also strongly urge that in overwhelming moments you get in touch with our friends at Lifeline (13 11 14) or the Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467).
Please feel free to keep reaching out here on your thread whenever you feel up to it.