Times are a definitely tough for you right now – tough indeed. It feels like everything has just turned against you and you’re kicking into a gale force breeze. In footy, when faced with that kind of thing, what’s done? It’s small, sharp, tiny passes – keeping them low to the ground and to target your player on your team. Weird analogy, but hey we both love footy and just thought I’d pop that in to break up the pattern of the post a little. But for now, you’ve gotta just focus on the small things and don’t look too far ahead, otherwise it’s gonna mess you up even more.
Your current role finishes next week? At the end, so do you still have all of next week to go? From what I know about you, you seem to be highly employable as you give excellent indications that you really take pride in your work (despite having to deal with horrible external issues – all to do with your private life) and so, from this job, you will no doubt be given an excellent and highly recommended referee report to assist you with future jobs. How wide are you looking with regard to another job/role/position? I guess as the time draws nearer, are you beginning to extend your circle of jobs to apply for??
You said that you’ve got money snookered away for a place for yourself – so I guess you can’t really stop working (you know, as the worst option) for a time otherwise, you’d be potentially eating into that balance of cash, yeah?
Back a few months ago, you “were” at your dad’s weren’t you?? That was for a little while, yeah – but I think that was also around the time when you were zoning in on SWWNBN Part II – so potentially you weren’t spending as much time there as you might this time. Matty, with regard to where you’re to live that really needs to be sorted out very soon – well, still two weeks to go, but as uncomfortable as it might be to be living back with your dad again, it’d have to be better than when you did move in with SWWNBN Part II (even despite the mum seemingly having the hots for you at one stage – again, just a slight diversion thrown in there to try and raise a smile out ma man!) And if you didn’t get a smile, I kinda did, so I guess it was worth mentioning it after all. :)
It does kinda suck though with regard to the job placement/the location of where you might be laying down roots for your new digs. Because if that was to happen, then that would be a tremendous opportunity for you to really get occupied by the move, the moving in, the creating of the place to be your own, etc etc … the whole box and dice – and when that does happen, that process will be of a massive benefit for you – to at least for a short while, forget all the issues that are challenging you right now and to smother yourself in stuff for YOU. Occupy yourself with it 100% At the moment it doesn’t seem like it’s going to be happening just yet, but believe me, it WILL happen Matty.
Yes, you’ve got your awesome kids in your life – but hey hey, you’ve come here and posted – there’s a whole helluva lot of BIG support on here for you. And while we can’t talk per se, we can sure write to you and make it like a conversation, so please please – absolutely be thinking of us here too – cause we’re here for you buddy. 100%.
I do have to so though that I am disappointed in the way you say your psych is … if you’re feeling that about them, perhaps it’s time to find a new one???
Cheers ma man,