To try and keep this brief
I met a guy at a bar he did the whole asked for my number thing and wanted to
date me etc and we hooked later that night, fast forward a few weeks in and
both of us decide that we aren't looking for a relationship, he decided that he
wants to move back to the city and come to a conclusion to be friends instead.
I later confess to him that I liked him more than just friends and asked if we
could do friends with benefits thing, he replied with a small smile and said he
would think about it - I even said to him that he didn't have to say yes
to it or even answer that question if he didn't want to. Fast forward to a week
or so later maybe and he said we can have sex , he did when we met that he is
an anxious texter, can be blunt and has anxiety and bipolar (submania), I also
have anxiety and can be a bit anxious with texting people too so we didn't
really text each other too much. Anyway before Lock down 6.0 occurs we catch up
after my shift from work this time in my car as the pub was shutting so we
chatted away in my car about random things, having a good time, laughing, etc,
and he kisses me a few times, during our catch up he also grabs my hand
and puts it on his torso and later on his scar above his eyebrow where he was
telling me about how he got it, later on he also was putting his hand on my groin
near my crotch, which I was OK with since we had already done foreplay stuff
with each other before so I wasn't offended by it or anything. Later that week
lock down 6.0 happens, during the this period we spoke over the phone once (to
which he texted me wanting to chat as he was feeling bored, which I was ok
with, I didn't mind having a chat) during the convo I asked if he was still OK
with the whole FWB thing as I was feeling nervous to which he replied 'yes I am
OK with this, do you want me to put it in writing for you'not in a bad tone or
anything, just in a normal manner. During the short time of him being here he
never really texted me to initiate the FWB thing and plus with 2 lock downs
happening both of us being busy with work, it didn't happen, plus me being a
virgin, being nervous and not knowing
how to initiate this whole thing also.