Hey Paul. Thanks for that. I did have a good day thanks after all.
Just trying to take things day by day. I keep trying to build up the courage to talk to my wife about "where to from here?" but I always chicken out. I can't do it until our son goes to bed, so we have dinner then she usually goes straight to bed. She pretty much ignores me. Our son is being a real mummies boy at the moment so I'm trying not to take it personally, I can just feel that she's loving the fact that he wants her to read his story and put him to bed every night. Fortunately I'm continuing to play it pretty cool, but it is taking its toll.
Im finding it hard to break this limbo. I absolutely hate it, but the alternative is also a nightmare.
I just need to bite the bullet and talk to her. I'm almost certain she once again is waiting for me to make the move and end things.
I'm really struggling with this, I just need to break this cycle. A friend of mine said what's the rush, but I do believe living like this is making me slowly unwell...