Unfortunately , things aren't looking good with gf and l don't think l wanna take it any further.
After all this and everything we've been through and added to all our goods, incredible stuff really that anyone would be very very lucky to find especially at this age, yet there have been these things. They're big things to me and very important but they wouldn't be an issue if they were compromisable and should be fairly easily worked out normally. But with us , her , it's like beating your head against a wall.
So many sleeping rug sweeps have been coming out lately. All the repetition stuff over and over or things l'd thought were settled and understood 3yrs ago , agreed or compromised . It seems as her court cases have been looking good she's picked up again and is a new person just of late which is great , although l'd rather she didn't get her hopes up just yet. Never the less though with it has come out all this old stuff , over and over. And l hate to use the word but she's so damn ignorant , you can prove things wrong , makes no difference.
She's also started sending me all her google rubbish again , it drove me absolutely crazy when l first met her and l'd told her 100 times don't send me that rubbish just stop it l'm not interested wll guess what , 3yrs later , and half of it's in Portuguese , which she also just keeps on sending - when she knows on top of it l can't read Portuguese anyway, assuming l'd even waste my time reading if l could , which l wouldn't.
She also use to be really negative , just all the time, about all kinds of things anything welllll , it just brought you down all the time and that's all rearing it's head again too.l love a few beers after work , l have 2 3 beers , or a drink with my brother , we have a couple of cans ea, so what. Banging on about how bad it is as if l'm a bloody alcoholic and to top it off a couple of beers is actually bloody good for you.
There's been so many things, l've tried to talk them through , next day they're back. l've seen this part of her before and she's literally worn me out with it all over again again just in this last few wks . l just can't be bothered l've had other far more serious things going on l haven't talked about here yet this garbage has almost pushed me over the top. To top it off l'd thought she'd turned over a new leaf from earlier days but it's back worse than ever.
l'm not dealing with it any further.