Stormcloudz, thanks for the response :) You're as smart as everyone else, every little bit helps.
It's great to see you've turned to the forums to ask for some help in a time of need. The great thing about these forums is that it's judge free and anonymous. It's full of like-minded people who have gone through similar issues.
I too am in the same situation as you :) I'm currently 17 years old and identify as gay. Nobody knows :(, and I'm way to scared to tell anyone due to the fact I know I will be judged. It's undoubtedly a normal thought.
It's good to see your school has some sort of accepting concept to it, I don't know if I could say the same for mine. It's a little bit more male orientated; I don't know if you get what I mean?
15, that makes it year nine right? What do you do as subjects, What's your favourite?
It's quite hypocritical that I'm going to try help you with your going to be amazing coming out experience when I'm not out myself lol :), but I'll give it a go.
As storm clouds mentioned coming out is different for everyone, for some, it's easy for others it's extremely difficult for a range of issues. Mentioned above, QLife can be a great way to practice your coming out for when you're ready.
I know myself, I'd love to tell someone, I think about it all the time, but I just don't know who to tell first, I feel incredibly uncomfortable with telling my parents but also with my friends too, they're not the most supportive bunch let me say that.
What is your relationship like with your parents? Do you have a best friend that you trust?
Even try speaking your school counsellor, it can work wonders :) I too discovered my sexuality around 10-11, I've had a few years to think about it :)
It's great to see you've found yourself at such a young age, but be prepared if your sexuality changes or have thoughts for other genders.
Remember there is indeed no rush to come out :), take it as slow as possible, I might wait till I've finished school.
I hope we can continue contact over the threat, especially throughout your coming out experience. Here are a few songs I listened to while writing the thread (how crazy that they played while I was writing this) I love music sooo haha:
- Calvin Harris - Feel So Close
- Hailee Steinfeld - Colour feat. MNEK
- Jonas Blue - Rise ft. Jack & Jack
I reckon you'll understand these just fine :)
I wish you the best of luck Bee,
Keep in contact,