Welcome to the forums Sammmy .
Non Binary is quite broad . I understand feeling not male or female . lived that for many years before discovering the gender spectrum .
" The gender code " on you tube . Search for Luka its on her channel . 1 hour 57 minutes . This might help put things into a perspective that you can use . There are quite a few others there .
Be true to yourself , and relax . You may find label not that important to . Enjoy who you are .
Peace & love , Jo W