Welcome the forums, I've seen some of your lovely posts already.
The online community is a great place to get advice and make connections with people who have similar experiences. I hope our caring community can provide you with some insight and some good questions you can ask yourself.
My advice would be to take your time, be gentle with yourself, do your research and engage with lots of positive sources, and know that experimentation and exploration is valid.
Looking forward to hearing more of your journey, if you like :)