What you're going through is tough, but don't give up!
Last year I had a massive panic attack/mental breakdown that caused me to take two weeks off work and I had to rebuild myself. A few months down the track my fiance & I bought a house (yay) only for me to find out on the same day that the small company I worked for had been bought out. I lost my job. Two weeks later I had a new job and things were looking up again. But then it all came crashing down when I recently quit as the stress and workload cause me to have a relapse. I'm currently searching for a new job with a new mortgage hanging over our heads. It's stressful and as someone who suffers from depression and anxiety, I could quite easily give in and let myself sink into the black hole that wants to swallow me up. But, right now you and I have an opportunity to focus on ourselves.
Self-care is so important and in order for us to pick ourselves up and keep going, we need to focus on that. We need to give ourselves time to breathe and enjoy what we like doing. We need to make use of the time we have.
Read a book, listen to music, watch a movie, take a walk, start a journal.
Life has it's ups and downs and you can't always predict when they'll happen and why. But it's important to try and find the positives. Yes I quit my job, yes my finances are dwindling, and yes it's added pressure and yet I choose to look at this as the universe telling to refocus myself. What I've wanted to do for years now is study to become a counsellor and that's what I finally plan on doing...once I get myself a part-time job, hahah.
I'm not a religious person, but I've come to believe/accept that sometimes things happen for a reason and it's up to us to look for the positives and ignore the negatives.
Look for some mindfulness apps or start a journal. Be kind to yourself and enjoy this time to reconnect to yourself and do the things that make you happy.