Oh what made you stop going to your therapist? It sounds like you're still really hoping to get help with your struggles.
Yeah, I found the same thing when I looked online. It's very hard to separate yourself from their experiences and wonder if those angry comments can and have also been directed at you. I hope you don't mind me asking: do you think it's helpful for you to look at these comments online? It seems to cause you a lot of pain.
You said you know how to live with this. It sounds like you have some coping mechanisms. Do you want to tell us what they are?
That's very exciting that you're going to be going to university next year. What will you be studying? In terms of advice, it'll be hard for me to really give much useful advice without knowing what exactly you feel like you'll be struggling with.
For me, I work full time now but I now rely quite heavily on my psychologist to have a space where I can say whatever I want to say and not be (too) afraid that she'll just ditch me. It took a while but I find the more I started opening up to her, the easier it became. It's still really hard some days, but on the whole, I've gotten better at being open. I still can't do it with anyone else, but hopefully with more time, the skills I learn in my psych sessions can be translated outside of the room as well.
If you'd also like to hear from others as well, you can start your own thread in one of the other boards. Since this is an existing one with lots of pages, some people might not notice your posts here. Otherwise I'm happy to keep talking to you here :)