Hey therising, gosh you're funny lol.
"Sometimes I wonder what a psychologist would say when it comes to my addiction to wonder and revelation. Would they say I have some form of OCD?"
I DON'T KNOW lol... what do you think?
I know what my psych would say to me if I said that to her .... you're dissociating. But that's just me.
I can ask a Psych friend for you lol.
Tbh I can't sit anywhere for too long ever, not even in Conferences or Staff Meetings.
So NEVER at home.
I just have far too much to do all the time; huge garden, lots of kids as a single mum and a full time job. I'm a real doer and happiest when I'm achieving something. Even housework!
"How does revelation and inspiration lead you to feel?"
Sure, they lead me to feel lighter.
Possibly more of a comfort or validation kind of thing.
"Do you find it's a little like having a compass on your travels?"
Umm probably not really.
More like a mode of travelling lol. Not WHAT or WHERE to travel TO.
Maybe I'm a bit stubborn (yikes!) and prefer to take charge of my own life ie set my own goals etc.
I don't rely on others to make me feel good, that's all just far too "chancey".
I've seldom found any truly "wholehearted" individuals, more ego driven ones really, so
depending on anyone else around me to make me feel good would be madness lol.
So tbh I take compliments AND criticisms from other with a grain of salt.
I just don't need them.
The very BEST feeling I get is when someone says I love you.
Just on an extended tangent, I think of it all as tapping into my Higher Power kind of thing. I grew up with the religious thinking "God has a purpose for our lives" etc. My view on that is more melded in to yes I believe in God and Jesus and Pray for guidance ALL THE TIME, but the connection is closer. More like a synergistic relationship lol.
I'm not saying I AM GOD lol! A long way from any form of perfection lol.
Hope that all makes some sense lol.