I may not be the best person for advice, as I am struggling also, but I still wanted to come into your thread and say hello.
I understand what it is like to have no support- I’m quite isolated. Lucky to have the internet so I can return to BB for daily company or just another post to say ‘ your not alone’.
it sounds like an incredibly painful situation to be in. It’s so hard when we feel such strong things and have to withhold them, whether out of fear of rejection or any valid reason known to us, it’s a heavy weight to carry and so what can do but cry.
Im on day 7 of no contact with the person I love most in this world and all I want is their love, support and to be held, once again knowing I am her world, I cry when I realise it isn’t happening, not because of me or anything I’ve done.
what a lovely reply from MissBenthos, I hope you know that as much as your hurting, someone was there to reach out to you.
You are important. I hope you receive lots of support here.