Hi everyone, im new here. I
also have Bipolar and i feel like i have to hide it from people at work by saying im tired or had too much coffee etc.
Tonight i am taking the advice of the lovely person at BeyondBlue chat who suggested i do something constructive/creative with my night instead of being paranoid and giving in to dark thoughts (my words, not hers) and so here i am, sharing.
umm... not sure where to go from here except to say thank you for being wonderful people and giving me hope as i read your thread! really helped, a lot.
I am medicated and seeing a psych regularly which is good and i am channeling my creativity into a game project (which i keep getting distracted from, thank you SOOooo much OCD/BPD! lol)...
I will keep this short. Thank you and i look forward to chatting/sharing with you soon when im out of this dark spiral.
ps: i have a tattoo, it covers my whole upper back! it took me years to finally draw it and get it done but i love it :) It gives me confidence in certain situations even though they cant see it, I know its there hahaha!