i like this thread more and more as i realise how healthy it is to vent and let it go
and be angry
and be frustrated
things sometimes are just plain madness.
I think or know that I made a stupid choice this week but I've been stuck between two hard places... two not perfect choices... and I had to choose one, and I did so impulsively and it wasn't the right one... but neither really are...
I'm so scared half the time more of pissing people off, annoying ppl, not being good enough, not being perfect, not making the perfect or smart choice, I always just harm myself in the end...
What does your heart want? they say -
I have no idea in the slightest.
I want to have choices that make sense and not to be shoved in a corner.
I want to feel that whatever I do is okay
i want to have options and flexibility and to move through life without being afraid of failure
I just want a break, really.