What a morning already! I popped on to BB to try to calm myself. What appeared to be a 'normal' morning, up early, taking child to work - the boss was running late... so went to get a takeaway breakfast with child, waited for boss to turn up.... first 2 things out of the ordinary.
I drove straight to Bunnings as I promised myself, I didn't want to. I was thinking of all sorts of excuses. I remembered a friend I was supposed to text as soon as I woke up, so I sat in the carpark and texted her. I felt anxious. She said to call in 30 mins so I thought THAT will be my reward for getting Bunnings stuff.
Then 5 mins into Bunnings I SAW her! lol she had also texted me from the carpark. But NOT good news. I know she has bad news to tell me. She said she was all right but to come over to her house tomorrow. She had open heart surgery less than 2y ago...
So then I worried and worried. I tried to keep it in check by I think at the moment PTSD kicked in. I forgot to look at my list.
Got the things I got lol and knew I had to be home for my brother to visit - all these people have had little contact for the past 5y.
5mins after being home another child was called into work to start at midday. An unscheduled shift.
So I'll have 2 working (so far) 3 more at home and just wanting to disappear into the garden LOL.
SO I FINALLY HAVE the items - decided not to look for them on the property to save triggering - for my 2 leaf moulds. I even bought another lump hammer to save time and possibly discovering that that was also stolen, which leads to triggering etc...
Just now I've found an awful letter from the school re: one of my children threatened with an N award. He's at work. Can't talk with him about it yet. Hopefully he can get it all done on the long weekend Monday off school tomorrow. :-(
Time to listen to my favourite music and get these leaf moulds organized lol.
Life hey? Gotta press on.