I want to welcome you to the forum and our supportive community.
Thanks for writing your post. I am so sorry that Nye brings back sad memories and that you have felt alone this past year.
Sophie has given you some resources you may find helpful.
many people reading your words will relate to you so you are not alone.
this NYE was a hard time for me because of what happened last year.
I will be around the forums today so feel free to post today if you want to.