It sounds like things have been very rough for you for some time and that you have little to no support around you. Its almost no wonder you're feeling the way you are. It takes a lot of strength to share whats happening for you and reach out to our online community and we’re really glad that you have.
We hope that you find our forums to be a safe and supportive space to talk through your thoughts and feelings. Our community is here for you and we trust that our online members will stop by to provide some support.
We want you to know that there is always additional support available to you, whether it's from our professional mental health counsellors Beyond Blue (available 24/7 on 1300 22 4636) or our friends at Lifeline (13 11 14) or the Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467).
We hope that you stay safe but strongly urge you that if you feel like acting on any thoughts of ending your life, then this is an emergency and you should contact 000 immediately.
Keep checking back in with us whenever you need to.