Hi Knottypigeon719,
We wish you a warm welcome to the forums. We're really grateful to see that you've taken such an important step in sharing your experience here with our fantastic community. We hope you can find some comfort and solace with us.
We’re sorry to hear that things have been so difficult at home between missing your cat, your constant illness and the abuse you are experiencing with your family. We hear how frustrating it must be to have no space of your own and to be deprived of the companionship and comfort your have with your cat.
We will be checking in with you privately to see how you are coping with your thoughts of suicide and to see if you need any further support.
In the meantime, if you would like some help finding mental health support, we would recommend that you get in contact with the Beyond Blue Support Service. They are available 24/7 by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 1pm-12am AEST on our website:
www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport One of our friendly counsellors will be able to talk through these feelings with you and can offer support, advice and referrals.
We also strongly urge that in overwhelming moments you get in touch with our friends at Lifeline (13 11 14) or the Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467).
Please keep us updated as to how things are going with you and welcome again.