Hi Mary91,
Thank you for posting to the forums and for sharing your story. It is an incredibly brave thing to do to share your story, you never know who will read your post and feel less alone in their own experiences.
We are concerned about you and your wellbeing at the moment and want to encourage you to give us a call on 1300 22 4636 to chat tthrough these feelngs.
We will also be reaching out to ask for your number so we can give you a call too. We hope you don't mind, we just want to make sure you are safe.
Thank you again for your post and for being a part of this lovely, kind and welcoming community. We hope that you can let us know how you are feeling if you are comfortable sharing with us. We are here for you, you don't need to go through this alone.
Kind regards,
Sophie M