My name's Luke, and I've suffered of a mix of anxiety and depression in my lifetime as a 26 year old male from an abusive home.
The reason I give that context, is because I've been through the Centrelink system multiple times as a result of losing my job multiple times. My purpose has always been unclear. Until recently, I thought I wasn't meant for much, and even though at the time I thought I was completely alone and full of resentment - I quickly realised after reaching a level of a much more stable state of mind that I was not truly alone, and that many people cared. I also realised how many people I could have impacted with my actions, seeing the results of suicide in the past.
In my experience, the mere thought of suicide, brings ultimate sadness to any one person or another, as it is truly heartbreaking to humanity. We all want you to be happy, and you can't be happy if you're not alive. We want you to win! And I guarantee you will, if you persist.
If I/we could do it, there is not a doubt in my mind that happiness was meant for you as well.
We love you, and wish you luck on your adventure -continue your fight, you are beautiful and an incredible inspiration to us all!