Welcome and thank you for sharing your story. We are so sorry to hear about what you have been going through. We think you are such a strong person to have come through so much and for being so proactive in seeking help. We are really grateful that you were brave enough to reach out to the forums this evening as we know this can be difficult to do for the first time.
If you would like some help finding mental health support, we would recommend that you get in contact with the Beyond Blue Support Service. They are available 24/7 by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 3pm-12am AEST on our website: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport
One of our friendly counsellors will be able to talk through these feelings with you and can offer support, advice and referrals.
Many of our members have also been through a lot in their lives and will be able to talk through these feelings with you. If you would like to post further, please tell us more about what's on your mind and how we can best help support you.