Thanks for caring.
The session went fine, but I still feel a bit weird. Not sure if I am entirely comfortable with her anymore.
She was very critical, in my opinion harshly critical of my partner, thinking he isn’t doing enough for me. It kind of makes me feel angry, but she doesn’t know him very well so I didn’t say anything. But it’s a little disturbing when your psychologist says “ I’m not telling you to break up with him, but…..”
She said I was currently at “high risk” of harm which has bummed me out. I know I am struggling but it feels bad knowing other people are thinking that about me.
She told me today that she has only ever had 1 person that refused to leave the pit of despair, but I might be the second.
wow, just wow.
I’ve been seeing this woman almost weekly for 2 years, I see a psychiatrist, I take all my meds as prescribed, I attended every class of DBT, I linked up with a peer support group (of my own accord). What else is she expecting me to do? Just click my fingers & magically be fixed?
I’ve booked in for another appointment next week, but no idea if this will continue with her. She just seems so negative now & nothing I do is good enough.