Hello Dear ValeOliDek,
We would like to give you a warm and caring welcome to the forums..
We are also very grateful that you have found your way here..and joined this wonderful community....
We are here to try to support each other the best we can...
No dear Vale...your not alone..We are all here with you..
Looking forward to hearing from you and please feel free to share as much or as little as you feel to about your story..their is no pressure nor judgment here at all..
My kindest wishes and caring thoughts..