Hey Gonetroppo, thanks for joining us here on the forums. We hope our community can be the kind of support you're looking for.
We're sorry to hear about your experiences with mental health, it must've been really tricky to have lived with bipolar disorder for so long undiagnosed and untreated. We're also sorry to hear you're struggling to find a medical support team, hopefully, our community can provide you with some advice on how you can best support yourself during the meantime.
If you feel up to it, we'd recommend reaching out to our Coronavirus Mental Wellbeing Support Service.
The website will be regularly updated with information, advice and strategies to help you manage your wellbeing and mental health during this time. You can also call our dedicated support line, staffed by mental health professionals, which is available 24/7 on 1800 512 348.
We hope that you keep checking in to let us know how you're going, whenever you feel up to it.