dear Essgee, I want to thank you for deciding to post your comment, which is of great concern for yourself.
There are a few categories which you post your comment under, however which ever you decide to choose, it doesn't matter you have already done it, and as the post grows then it can be moved on your behave by the Moderators to what category the post is based on.
It's always a brave effort for anyone to actually approach people who you don't know and tell them that there is something wrong and that you need help, so please feel assured that it's anonymous and on this site there are so many people who may have been through exactly the same as what you are experiencing, and that's what is good, because these other people may have learnt on how to overcome these problems.
What you have said is rather interesting and can open the door to various illness's, so please trust us, and we will get back to you. Geoff.