Hello AnaHart, thanks for posting your comment, and a huge welcome to you.
Would you be able to copy and paste your comment and start a new thread, because being on this particular post you won't get the involvement from other people which you need?
I've read your comment and it's very sad to know the situation you are in.
I can keep helping you here but if you can start a new thread then I can help you more and please know that there are many others who will reply back to you if it's started as a new post, if you have trouble doing this then please reply back here and I can guide you.
Best wishes.
Geoff.