Welcome back, we’re glad you’re finding your way around the forums.
We’re really sorry to hear you’ve been unwell and are struggling with your independence, and your trust in people. As you say, this is a really supportive and safe environment, filled with incredibly kind, open people, who are glad to have you here. We hope it’s a helpful space for you to talk these things through.
We'd also encourage you to create a new thread to discuss this issue. This thread is for frequently asked questions about the forums, so it might not be easy for other community members to spot your posts. On the first page of this thread are instructions on how to create your own thread if that’s helpful.
Please remember to reach out to the Beyond Blue helpline at any point you feel like talking things through, on 1300 22 4636.