Hello Dear Nin63,
A very warm and caring welcome to the forums..
I’m sorry that your area no longer bulk bills...
You have come to the right place if you need to vent you are very welcome to do that here..,I know it’s not the same as face to face with a therapist...We are not professional people here, we do have lived experience and offer our help, suggestions and support as best we can..
Maybe if you feel up to it...you can vent here and/or talk here and we’ll do our best...
Beyond Blue have very caring trained counsellors that if you to talk things over they are their to help you in anyway they can....The number is on the bottom of most of the pages here..it’s 1300 22 4636...
Hope to hear from you again if your feeling up to it...
My kindest thoughts and care dear Nin63.
Grandy..