Thank you for responding,
The fight probably had a pretty major effect. She was probably my closest friend at school and now that the relationship is gone I'm starting to notice how most of the people in my group were never my friends in the first place.
I feel alright around some of them but I don't see most of them anymore as most of them do not eat lunch/recess, instead they will study in the library. Some of my group are also a little angry with me for choosing to sometimes avoid them during breaktimes and instead sit alone or with 1 or 2 other people. I think I just find it easier to deal with my feelings of loneliness when I'm actually alone rather than when I'm with a big group. Is that weird? I just don't like feeling alone when I'm not actually alone.
Thank you for the links.
It started to happen around the start of this term. I was actually quite happy in the holidays but having to go back to school and face everyone kinda sent everything crashing down. One of my pets also passed away recently so I think I might just be overwhelmed with everything. I mostly just wish that all of this would go away as I have exams soon but I know that the world doesn't work like that.
I've considered going to the councillor but I've had bad experiences with my primary school councillor and I can't seem to find it in me to make a booking to go see her.