A very warm welcome to the forums..
I’m sorry your struggling with your mental health and your family isn’t very supportive..
PoisonRose, if you feel you need to see a psychologist, you can do so by going to your GP, and telling him/her your thoughts and feeling..Your GP will be able to do an assessment of your mental health and if your GP feels you benefit from a mental health care plan...they will organise for you to see a professional for counselling...You don’t need your parents permission as you are over 16 years old...
I can understand that when you get home from work you are exhausted and don’t feel to do much..but I’m wondering if you could buy a linen basket and put your clothes straight into that for washing..it will be easier for you to keep your room clean...which will make your mum feel happier..I did this for my 2 sons room..
I echo what our lovely Sophie say about different courses available in your area...and talking to a careers advisor is good to help you discover your interests..
Im really sorry your crying every day, that can be exhausting..when you’re feeling down and sad..do you think you might be able to find something that you like to do...to distract those sad thoughts..maybe listening to some music, reading, journaling your days events, thoughts and emotions is a good way to help you understand how different things that you do daily make you feel..
Talk here anytime you feel up it PoisonRose, we are here to try to support you through this hard time your travelling through..
My kindest thoughts with care Dear PoisonRose..